unmendable ⍟ jaemin

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a cut

" We should seriously start our training, y/n, " he said, voice back to its usual emotionless one.

" Why do you wanna get stabbed so badly? " she muttered under her breath before taking out the pocket knife.

They started their training and Jaemin was once again surprised at how good she was.

Jaemin was able to block most of her attacks by ducking, disarming and that kind of stuff. Even though Jaemin was very experienced, after a few hours of training, Jaemin got hurt.

Jaemin had grabbed the blade of the knife that came swinging to his face out of instinct, causing his hand to start bleeding rather badly.

Y/n immediately dropped the knife, making it clatter loudly onto the ground.

" Fuck, are you ok? "

Y/n pulled Jaemin out of the training room and into the kitchen, forcing him to sit on a chair while she went to find the extra first aid in the cupboard.

Of course it had to be sitting on the top shelf just when she needed it. Standing on her tiptoes to reach for it but no avail. She turned around to grab a chair but when she turned around, she was met with Jaemin's chest blocking her view.

" I told you to sit down didn't I? " she said when Jaemin stepped away from her with the first aid kit in hand.

" You're a bit too short to reach for that. " he mumbled, settling down to treat his own wound.

She took a seat beside him, pulling the first aid box out of his hands, " I could have just taken a chair. "

She took a quick look at his hand before pulling him to the sink to raise his wound.

" We wouldn't want you falling would we? " he watched as Y/n paused for a moment before closing the tap and forcing him to sit back down. She took out some cotton swabs and antiseptic and gently cleaned his deep cut.

Jaemin watched the girl clean his wound, her hair fell over her face and she poked her tongue out in concentration which made her cuter than she already was.

" Your hand is so big, " Y/n muttered, placing her tiny palms against his and comparing their hand sizes.

The pain in his head came back again, but he was too used to it. He closed his eyes and watched the flashback play out before him.

" You're so dumb, " the younger girl said, cleaning the cut on the back of his hand. " you shouldn't have done that "
" They were bullying you though. "
" Let them be, nana. It doesn't matter. "
" It matters to me, " he said quietly, watching his crush clean the cut at the back of his hand and placing a bandaid on it.

" Your hand is big " she mumbled, placing her small hands against his to compare hand sizes.

" It's like his... " she said quietly, looking at Jaemin, " are you ok? "

" Like his? " he asked, ignoring her question like he usually would.

" My childhood crush... He disappeared too... " she said sadly, bandaging his hand up and closing the first aid box before standing up to dispose the used cotton swab in the bin.

" What's his name? "

" I don't remember, I can barely even remember his face, I can only remember his smile and certain things. " she said smiling slightly while visualizing his contagious smile, " his smile... is like yours. "

Everything seemed to click in place for Jaemin, he finally understood why he had been getting flashbacks and a sense of deja vu ever since he met y/n, however the girl was still oblivious.

" What are y'all doing here? " Taeyong, who had just walked into the kitchen while sipping on his coffee, asked.

" Uh, Jaemin hurt his hand, I helped him bandage his hand already, " Y/n said awkwardly.

" Take care of yourself Jaemin. We're having a meeting tomorrow morning, 9 a.m. You can ask any of the dream members for directions. " Taeyong smiled slightly, " I hope you have been training hard. "

" No training tomorrow, " Jaemin said before walking towards his step brother, following him into the living room while telling him about their trainings and what he found out through his flashbacks.

" I think his name was Jaemin too... " Y/n muttered to herself as she watch Jaemin and Taeyong's retreating backs.

" Hyung, don't tell anyone about this but remember when I told you that I had this crush on a girl when I'm young? I found her. She's Y/n. "

" and I think I still like her. "