an yinwar ff story based on sam smith song, i'm not the only one
"You know how much i love you why do you need to cheat on me, it hurts you know, i'm not enough on you, i'm ugly? please tell me why do you need cheat on me?" this is what war wa...
it's been three days since we last fought because i chose to keep quiet rather than fight. i don't understand my behavior now. if i'm emotional, i become more emotional.
what's happening to me? nevermind.
yin left the house early, and tomorrow we will go to the orphanage. i'm excited to see the kids, i'm excited to hug them.
i am in the middle of meditation when i hear the ring of the phone. i'm looking for where the phone ring is coming from.
i looked under the bed, but there was nothing so i looked in the small drawer next to our bed. i saw yin's phone, i am no longer his lock screen and i saw the name caller p' orm was calling so i answered, she is yin's cousin.
"baby where are you? did you talk about war and your divorce? hey baby"
this is not p' orm voice, and divorce? he already has plans to get a divorce.
"hey baby are you there?" the girl said.
my tears flowed and i dropped yin's phone. i just sat down and hugged my knee and i cried so much.
he doesn't want me anymore? okay i'll give him what he wants but not right now, i want to be with him for at least a few days and i'll give him what he wants. he wants a divorce, i will give him happiness.
when i was pretty okay i got up and wiped my tears and picked up and broke yin's phone. i want to be selfish first, just a few days then you are free yin, there is no war in your life anymore.
i already know who that girl is.
after a few hours
yin has arrived, i am waiting for him.
"love, have you eaten yet?" i asked
"not yet love"
"i have cooked for you" i said
"wait, i'll change my clothes first" he said
"love c-can i hug you?" i asked, and i refrain from crying
"yes you can" he said, i immediately hugged him
"take care of yourself, don't be naughty, and don't overwork, don't forget that i love you so much" i said and my tears fell. i hugged him even tighter, your happiness is more important to me than my happiness.
"you're so weird today love, why do you seem to be saying goodbye to me?" he said.
you will understand soon.
"by the way, i dropped your phone when i was cleaning, i'll just buy a new one, a replacement for your phone" i said
"it's okay" he said
"you can change your clothes now, i will wait for you here" i said, he kissed my forehead and he went upstairs.
i'm crying like a baby right now. i will miss you, love, sorry if i leave you soon, for your happiness i will do it.
"thought i couldn't live without you, it's going to hurt when it heals too" - says leona lewis in the song
maybe soon, i will be okay too, this pain will be healed.
i wiped my tears. i went to the kitchen, and i made a tweet on my account.
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"oh let's eat na love," he said, and i smiled and nodded.
we ate and talked happily.
i will miss this, i will miss you, love. i will always love you.
"this is a modern fairy tale, no happy endings, no wind in our sails but i can't imagine a life without breathless moments." -selena gomez
