i'm not the only one - new ver

special chapter two

war pov

"did you know you did third!!" yin shouted to our son.

"what the heck! don't yell at our son!" i shouted to him.

"do you think he did it right?"

"it's not wrong to love yin."

"what's wrong with his cousin he loves, what other people will say! and what will p'mean say to phufah! they are still young to understand the meaning of love!" he shouted at me.

"i'm not your real child, so basically jackie and me are not cousins" phufah said. i was hurt because i avoided his feeling that he was not our real child, but he still felt that way. suddenly my tears flowed.

"phufah" i call him and sobbing.

"i'm sorry papa, that is true" he said.

"YOU'RE STILL A CHILD!!! YOU ARE 18 YEARS OLD AND TAWAN IS 16 YEARS OLD, WHAT DO PEOPLE SAY TO YOU? I'M NOT AGAINST YOUR RELATIONSHIP!!"

"FUCK YIN!!!! WE DON'T CARE WHAT OTHERS SAY!!! OUR CHILDREN ARE TALKING HERE!! AND ESPECIALLY THEY WANT TO LOVE!! I KNOW THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG BUT WE CAN'T STOP OUR CHILD WHO THEY WILL LOVE AND WHEN WE BECOME A BOYFRIEND WE'RE YOUNGER THAN THEM WE BOTH 16, IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT, I WILL LEAVE IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE WITH OUR CHILDREN, WHERE NO ONE CAN JUDGE OTHERS AND THEY DON'T US!" i shouted crying.

he was silent.

"phufah we will talk to you later, your mommy and i will talk first about what to do and i'm sorry" he said calmly to phufah.

"i'm sorry too papa and mama, i love tawan and i hope you understand me" phufah said, yin nodded and left our room.

i lay down and covered myself with a blanket.

"love, i'm sorry, please we will talk about this" yin said.

"please please" he said. he removed my grip on the blanket.

"i'm sorry if i shouted at you and our son. i'm just afraid of hurting our son because he hears hurtful words from other people. i don't want them to say they are cousins but they are in a relationship because they know phufah is our real child" i sat down properly so we could talk.

"let's just let them know who they want to love, we are just here to provide a guide for them. i understand what you are aiming for, i can protect them from other people, i will talk to them not to publicize their relationship, and no let's have him as a real child but i don't want him to feel like i just adopted him, because i'm hurting." i said, my tears are still dripping.

"i'm sorry love, please don't cry and tomorrow we will talk to p'mean and p'plan about this, but please don't cry" he said and he wiped my tears using his thumb.

"i love you love!" i whispered to him.

"i love you so much too" he said and he hugged me and kissed my forehead.

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war pov

yin is now at work with their company. maybe he is going home now, so teerak is here because he only comes in half a day now.

"my baby teerak, does anyone you like?" i just asked, he is 12 years old, i will not allow him to enter into a relationship at that age, he is still young.

"yes papa! i have" he said and smiled widely.

"who?" i said and i raised my eyebrow.

"lollipop! i like lollipop!" i'm just facepalming. i rarely do lollipops because i always get scolded if he does lollipops often.