i'm not the only one - new ver

chapter nineteen

war's pov

every day when yin comes here after finishing his work, i never know when he will return to thailand.

before i went upstairs, offroad suddenly called me.

"war?" i looked back and saw daou, offroad, earth, mix, and yin playing with the four kids.

"hmmm?"

"we wanted to talk to you upstairs," offroad said.

what are we going to talk about?

"okay, let's go upstairs," i said.

we went to my room. when we got there, offroad went straight to the window where we could see the garden, and mix and offroad sat next to me.

"war?" offroad called me again.

"hmm?"

"does yin already know that teerak is also his son? because he said he's pretty sure nat is his son?" offroad asked, and i was surprised by his question.

"no, i told him teerak was not his son," i said directly. mix stood up and also looked out the window.

"look, war, yin is happy while playing with the kids. oh, i should say that his son is one of our kids and soon to be his son, phufah. and i think he deserves to know nat is his son?" mix said.

"i agree with you, gun," offroad added.

"but i'm scared when he finds out that nat is his son, he suddenly takes nat from me and from third," i said, holding back my tears.

i am strong, but i am weak when it comes to my children.

i can say that my heart is hard, but i just love the person i thought would never cheat on me, so that's why i became like this. mix and offroad sat next to me.

"as one of your best friends, my advice is, yin really has a right to your child. even if you turn the world upside down, he really has a right. i was angry with what he did, but he really has a right to your son. he also needs to know that nat is his son. even if you don't do it for your relationship, do it for your child. your child is growing up, your child is not getting younger. will you wait for your child to ask who else is their daddy? take away your fear for your child. you know yin will not be able to take nat from you because he knows nat and third are both yours," offroad said, and my tears started falling.

"when you two talk about that, your son is being talked about here, not what happened between you two. i know it's not that easy to forgive, but you should tell him that nat is also his son," mix said.

"i'll take the right time to tell him. it's not that easy because i said nat is not his son," i said, sobbing.

"we'll go down first. when you think about it, we said, do it for your two kids, not for the relationship between you two," mix said, and i smiled before nodding.

when they left, i just sighed.

should i say it or not?

i don't know what to dooooo!

if i sign him a divorce paper, before i say, but is that a good idea? yes, maybe, because there is no hope for us to have a good relationship. i will admit that i still love him, but i don't want to become a fool because of him.

i don't want to. i'm tired of loving him, and that's enough. i became a fool because of him.

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no one's pov

yin had a video call with tonliew, prom, and bonz because he wanted to tell them he found war now.

"hi, fucker!" prom greeted.

"ohhhh! so what's the tea? why did you call?" tonliew asked.

"yeah, why?" bonz added.

"hmmm..." yin said.

"i saw war here in japan," yin said.

"what the! are you serious?!" prom exclaimed, surprised by what yin said.

"shit, how?" bonz asked.

"yes, i'm serious. it was an accident. i bumped into a child in osaka castle. he was crying because he was lost. then i accompanied him to search for his parents. i was surprised when, while we were walking, someone suddenly hugged him, and i didn't expect that it was war," yin explained.

"what! a child? so you mean he's the parent of the child you bumped into?" tonliew asked.

"so he had another husband?" bonz wondered.

"idiot, he can't marry someone else because yin and war aren't divorced yet," prom interrupted.

"easy, bro, i'm just asking," bonz replied.

"oi, stop talking. yin's telling a story. so, what happened next? did you talk to him? is war the parent of that child?" tonliew asked.

"technically, yes. i love that kid, and he is phufah. phufah said he's the adopted son of war, and war has a real son, teerak, three years old. and war said i'm not the father of teerak, but i'm pretty sure i am," yin said, and they were still shocked.

"wait! three years ago, war left you, and he wanted a divorce. so that means, when he left you and saw you kissing proy in your house, he was already pregnant with your child too?" bonz said.

"i agree with you! i know that kid because i was with war at the orphanage. then he liked phufah so much," tonliew added.

"damn you, yin! see? you two have a child? i'm right that a naive child will be affected because of your cheating on war. not only war you wasted, but a naive child too," prom scolded.

yin held back his tears.

"yeah, i know i'm wrong, prom. you know how much i regret it! you know how much i love war, and you know i was confused back then! i know, i know i'm wrong, i'll do everything to get war and our children back to me," yin said, tears welling up in his eyes, but he quickly wiped them away.

"yin, stop talking now! we understand you. you've made mistakes, but shouldn't we help him get war back, not just focus on him being wrong? we have our own marriages and families. i know you all understand what i'm saying, we need to be mature, we're not teenagers anymore," bonz said.

"i'm sorry, ah ah, we'll help you, yin, with war," prom said.

"i'm asking, yin, are you resting? why are your eyes like that? puffy, and there are dark circles under your eyes?" tonliew asked.

"yeah, bro, and you're still working at 12:00 at night?" bonz added.

"thank you, folk, and i'm sorry too. i know why you're like that because you don't want a cheater. yeah, i had papers to pass tomorrow, and after that, i'll go to war's house," yin said.

"hey, you need rest first!" tonliew told him.

"i don't want to. besides, you know who i rest with when i get tired," yin said.

"yeah, i understand. so, bye now. i'll be next to bever, maybe he's already looking for me," tonliew said.

"goodnight! bye bye," bonz said, and he ended the call.

"so yeah, i'll sleep on the sofa today. mark wants me to be next to him. you know, that's really when pregnant, so i understand. goodnight and bye," prom said.

"bye, goodnight," yin said, and he ended the call before starting to work again.

Stream: MISSING BABY BY WAR AND GULF