chapter nine

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yin pov

2 months ago, proy and i met again at a restaurant.

she asked for my number, so i gave it to her and we started talking.
i changed the password of my phone, and i realized that i like her, but i still love war too.

proy knows about war and me.

i was planning to get a divorce from him, and i am still arranging it.

i will admit i was scared when p'mean said he can erase me from war's life. i was scared at first, but i like proy so much that i would choose her more than war.

i guess i still love war.

i don't want to see him cry when we fight. i don't want to see him cry because of me, but i don't want to see him happy with another man.

i'm selfish because i'm happy for other women.

i'm so confused about my feelings. i was looking for something else that i could not find in war, and i found it in proy.

what the fuck i'm so fucking confused.

"yin" - war called me

"yes love" - i said with a soft voice

"we are going tomorrow with my friends to the orphanage" - he said

"why?"

"i want to help and visit all the kids in the orphanage" - he said, this is one thing i like about him.

"okay! who else is with you?" - i asked again

he seems to be thinking about who his companions are going to be tomorrow.

"ohh mark, win, bever, and book, my cousin, and i also asked your friend nong liew and he will go too, what about you, do you want to come?" - he said

"no, i'm busy tomorrow"

"okie dokie" - he said

i felt nervous earlier as if he was saying goodbye to me earlier

"tomorrow is your happy day, war" - he whispers.

yeah, i hear that! what does he mean?

"what do you mean war?" - i asked

"ah– because i can see.." - and hug the child again.

he loves kids.

"okay you said" - i said

"love, let's go to the night market next to the sea" - he said.

"i have nothing to do tonight." - i said to him.

i would make up with him.

"okay"

"yehey!" - he said happily, even though he was happy when he said it, i could see the sadness in his eyes.

"wait a minute! i will change my shirt first" - he said, and i nodded.

in a few minutes, he went down, and this is what he was wearing.

in a few minutes, he went down, and this is what he was wearing

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