Chapter 4

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I was on my way to my dance studio listening away to Shade 45 singing along to Biggies song Juicy, this song always reminded me of 8 Mile.
I was going for a kinda smart but very casual look today with an oversized,  loose knit, off the shoulder Givenchy jumper with some wet look Chanel leggings with white heels, my hair was down, volumised and somewhat wavy, well, more so tousled.
I was on top form today as I supped on my Starbucks driving in my new beautiful car, I too had an Escalade but mine was white and my god was it a breeze to drive!

*Radio*
"Yo woooo! That was the legend that is the notorious Biggie Smalls, Juiiiiiiiicy... Alright so check it... we got an exclusive right now! Hell yeah we do! From the boss man yeeeeeea that's right we got some new! fresh! Eminem material! And we got a guest on this lil present from me to you that ima play next, Lloyd banks is joining in on this joint! The tracks called Where I'm At, it's pretty catchy and let me just say that uhm.. I hope that Em's girlfriend ain't listening 'cause uh... Well we know Eminem's reconciled with uh, with Jodie after a source confirmed it yesterday night, so, but yea this is like a heavy break up song, so apologies Jodie but least you two you know, are all back on track, look I'm gonna stop running my mouth and drop the track and spin it for you, this is an exclusive, Eminem featuring Lloyd Banks, Where I'm At, this is Shade 45 your listening to Mojo In The Morning"

As the track intro played my hand tightened around the wheel, what the fuck was this? He never told me he'd done a new song?

*Radio Playing...*

[Intro: Eminem]
Yeah you got me, I'm up now
It's your loss, must suck to be you

[Verse 1: Eminem]
History is like a chord on no delay
It keeps repeating itself and what else can I say
You wondering why I act this way, never shoulda gave you the time of day
Guess you know what time it is now, ay...

There musta been a gust of wind, cause you change your mind every time it blows and you just changed it a-mo'fucking-gain
You just said you just wanted some dick 'fore I stuck it in
I wouldn't have been such a prick to you, fucking men..
You say you don't trust 'em? Why do I hear the sound of toilets flushing? Some shit is going down, you must have just not have been truthful from the start
see for me it'd be nothing to say you never had my heart but I'd be lying
Fucking see why they call this bullshit a relationship, ships sink! And you know it's love as soon as you fall in it cause shit stinks
And it feels like everytime I fucking do I get jinxed
Cupid must have put a curse on me
Six weeks have went by and we only spoke twice
I'm sitting in your driveway calling you from the car
Suffice I think it's safe to say you're not at home
I'm calling your cell phone you answer but I can tell though
That you're not alone how was I to know
It shoulda been time to go a long time ago, I kept holding on
It's comical when I think back now why I couldn't get the hint
And feel the draft you were throwing I wasn't catching your drift
But there's a cold breeze blowing over me
I'm over you, success is the best revenge to pay you back
And that payment is overdue, I overcame odds to get even
The sober me is shitting all over the un-sober you
And I hope they play this in every club that you going to
I'm haunting you bitch everywhere you turn I'm following you
Cause I loved you with every ounce of me, you know it's true
It's killing you now, yeah I hope the ho dies slow in you
It's cause of you now I don't trust 'em at all, fuck 'em, middle finger up
I'm gonna just keep grabbing my balls, cup 'em
I'll never fall again, I trip on stairs, I fall up 'em
So buttercup don't try to come back knocking on my door all dolled up

[Hook]
Cause I'm moving on, don't worry about me
Cause I'm gon' be just fine without you, you'll see
There ain't no one on this Earth right now I'd much rather be
Cause goddammit I'm glad that I'm me

I said if you could be where I'm at (bye bye)
You'd wanna be you too (I'mma be good without you)
If you felt the way I feel
I bet you'd be in as good a mood as I am
But you don't cause you just feel like you

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