The New Chapter Begins

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Zhan,

One day, you’ll remember me
who loved you so much ,
the boy who forgot to love  his self
You’ll remember me when you wake up, when you eat, when you’re about to sleep. I  will be your greatest nightmare. You will be the one who cry, and I will be the one happy with someone else.

One day, you’ll regret losing me.
You lost the guy who did everything for you. You lost the guy who was always there for you when no one else is. You lost him because of your selfishness .

You lost the guy who stayed by
your side even if you threw harsh
words to me .

You lost the guy who tried to understand you when your in trouble.
One day, you’ll realize that I was
the one for you.

The guy who stood by your side even if you don’t appreciate me.
The guy you chose to let go because you’re full of pride.

One day, you’ll realize that
the guy you screwed up and left for another,  was the guy who kept on fighting and defending you when I hears gossips about you.

One day, you’ll see me happy and
contented with the life have
when you left me. I will thank
you for letting me go and for
making me realize I'm worth of
something so much better, that
there is someone out there who is
willing to do everything for me. I
will look into your eyes with no
feelings for you at all.

One day, when you see me,
you will feel like you’ve been stabbed in your heart a millions times for giving up on me.

And when that day comes, no matter what you do,
no matter what you say to me,  it
will not make sense because I was already done spending years of
My  life trying to make you love me as I  loved you. But you didn’t.

Wang Yibo,

09/21/2019


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