Thread of Love (SERIES 5) [COMPLETED]

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Kyle,

I was kissing the woman infront of me passionately. As I realized it wasn't Melanie I pushed her away. My polo is all opened and she is almost naked infront of me.

"Get out, now!" I screamed at her. She just grab her clothes and stormed out of my office. Eventhough I tried multiple times to f*ck other women, my body still wants and eagers to feel her. She broke my heart... Yes I am freaking angry at her, I want to hurt her so bad but everytime I saw her with that f*cking husband of hers its makes me damn jealous and I want to have her back. Sobrang galit ako sa nagawa niyang pag iwan at pagwasak niya sakin. But why did I do that to her? Kung hindi lang ako nakapagpigil ay ginawa nanamin ang dati ko pa pinapantasya na gawin namin ulit. I just couldn't resist her, kahit wala siyang ginagawa naaakit ako sa presensya niya.

"Hmm, nakita ko yung babaeng kalalabas lang sa opisina mo, did you two f*ck? Pero nakapaglalakad pa siya ng maayos kanina so I am assuming walang nangyare?" Handrix suddenly showed up in my office. I ignored him at inayos nalang ulit ang polo ko.

"Come on Kyle moved on to Melanie already. Can't you see she looks like happy with her husband. Rile is a badass guy but bro he is loyal to his wife," Dagdag pa niya and I glared at him.

"Pumunta ka ba dito para bwisitin ako? Shut up and leave in my damn office ginugulo mo ko," Sambat ko sakanya and he just laughed at me.

"Chill Bro, sige na titigil na ko. Pero concern lang ako bilang kaibigan mo, this is for the best of the both of you to be apart. Alam kong mahirap tanggapin pero kagaya ng sinabi sayo ni Melanie, para ito sa kaligtasan mo, mahal ka niya kaya niya yoon nagawa. She is still fighting for the love that you  both have, but not with you anymore. Just hope for the best and live normally without her..." He said. Napaiwas nalang ako ng tingin sakanya at nagsalin ng alak sa baso ko at dere deretsong ininom yon.

"Is that what you do para makalimutan si Levis? Bakit parang ganoon  nalang kadali sayo para kalimutan siya at tanggapin na hindi na siya babalik sayo?" I asked him. Umupo siya sa sofa at kinuha din ang bote ng alak at nagsalin sa baso.

"Hindi ko agad siya nakalimutan, masakit at mahirap ang mga pinagdaanan ko. Do you really think I already moved on? Kasi para sakin hindi parin eh, nandito parin siya sa puso ko hanggang ngayon. Kahit katiting ay  may konting pag asa pa ko na sana bumalik siya kahit alam kong imposible na. But I have to live, dahil yoon ang gusto niya... ang mamuhay ako ng malaya kahit wala siya sa tabi ko. Yoon din ang gusto ni Mel na gawin mo Kyle, so please if you really love her... Let her go." He said and drank his alcohol.

If I love her, I should let her go? Iniisip ko palang ay hindi ko na kaya. But as I think of our situation, imposible na talaga na bumalik kami sa dati. Hindi ko na alam kung ilang beses namin sinubukan na panatilihin ang isa't isa ng magkasama, pero paulit ulit din kami nabibigo. Why can't we love each other together? Diba ang nagmamahalan kailangan dapat magkasama? Bakit pinagkakait sa amin yon ng panahon? I smiled bitterly and shooked my head.

"Alam mo ba noong una ko siyang nakita, she is a shy type girl with a nerdy glasses and braces. She always braids her hair which I found cute and suits her very well. Napansin ko na hindi siya nakikipag usap sa ibang tao maybe because ang lahat ay tingin sakanya ay nerd. But to me she is like that, I never saw her as what others see to her... I saw her as a beautiful lady with a kind hearted soul. She has a soft personality which I adore so much. I approached her and she felt shy to me at first but I tried her to be comfortable with me and I succeeded. We became friends, bestfriends and as time passes by I am felling to her. Pero naduwag ako na sabihin sakanya dahil ayokong iwasan niya ko. But I realize, I love her and I will do everything just for her to feel that. Noong nagkaroon na ko ng lakas ng loob ay bigla nalang siya hindi nagpakita sakin... Duon ako nakaramdam ng sobrang pagsisisi sa sarili ko,"

"Lumipas ang ilang taon pero hindi ko siya nakalimutan, umaasa parin ako na darating ang araw na babalik siya. And then this transfer student came, kapangalan niya pero ibang iba sa Melanie na kilala ko. Tinanong ko siya kung magkakilala kami dati but she sad no. But then one day I found out she was lying, duon ko rin nalaman na hindi papala siya tuluyang gumagaling sa amnesia niya kaya kinwento ko sakanya ang  nakaraan namin. Dahil sa mga nalaman niya ayaw na niyang umuwi sa magulang niya kaya pinatuloy ko muna siya sa bahay ko,"

"I thought hindi na niya ko iiwan pero bigla niyang sinabi na may nahanap na daw siyang apartment na matutuluyan. Sa sobrang galit ko ay hinayaan ko nalang siya sa gusto niyang gawin, but I felt broken when I did that. Ayoko talaga siyang umalis pero naisip ko ano bang karapatan ko sakanya? I loved her but did she loved me? One night pinasok kami sa bahay and they want to take Melanie, syempre prinotektahan ko siya but I was shot. Nagising nalang ako ng nasa tabi ko siya and she said more words that broke my heart, but I didn't let her go, hindi na ko pumayag. I assured her that we will both fight no matter what happens. Pero sadyang pinagkakaitan kami ng tadhana, hindi rin nagtagal ay iniwan na  niya ko ng tuluyan at ito ako ngayon wasak na wasak dahil sakanya..."

"Hindi niya ginusto ang nangyari sainyo Kyle. Pero sabi mo nga tadhana na ang pumipigil sainyo, sino ba siya para baguhin ang panahon? Wala naman siyang kapangyarihan para diktahan ang nararapat na mangyari sa buhay ninyong dalawa. As much as she wanted to be with you, she can't because of the people that is preventing her to be with you. Wala siyang sapat na lakas para labanan sila, at malaki ang utang na loob niya sa mga ito kaya wala siyang magawa. I know you wanted to help her, but mas mapapahamak siya kung gagawin mo pa yon. Kaya hayaan mo nalang ang lahat Kyle, make you two live at peace..." He said and I sighed heavily.

Makakalimutan ko ba ang babaeng minahal ko simula pagkabata namin? Ang babaeng pinapangarap ko na makakasama ko habang buhay ay kahit kailan ay hindi ko na makakapiling. Sobrang sakit pero kailangan ko tanggapin

I have to let you go, Melie.

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