haikyuu one shots

Bokuka

so i was kinda dropping hints last time that umm well Bokuka is next im not even going in order so this is just what the wheel is choosing im just going along with it for now again the couples now are Daisuga , Kuroken, Kagehina , and that's it i think i still have a long way to go so expect this to be pretty long if you want to know the ships there in the ships one so yas lets get started now also this will be like in another life kind of thing like in my endless like our love Kuroken one also

*mention of sucide *

credit to LittleLuxray or @LittleLaxray he /she was the one who wrote " in another life Bokuka "

bokuto was mad he didn't know why he was like that he didn't know why he had to depend on akashi he knew that he would leave him sooner or later but like the saying "all good things come to an end " but sadly he came to an end way to soon

A few weeks/Days later

"HEY HEY HEY Akashi " bokuto said as he entered Akashi's house  akashi was in the sofa and turned to see bokuto with the strength he had he said "oh hey bokuto san why are you here how was practice " akashi had been sick for a few days he barley slept and had no energy he had been throwing up not eating he also had been depressed for the past few day bokuto didn't know until his teammates told him some time ago he would bring medicine and would come over every once in a while he also wasn't in his best state but he just smiled and acted like nothing happened ( translation to the bokuto and akashi ) bokuto just smiled and responded with " akashi it was great you should have seen it everyone was really good but i missed you its not the same " akashi just smiled and said  " ill be better soon bokuto san don't worry " bokuto went over to the drawer of movies and put on cloud atlas it was maybe a thousand time they have watched cloud atlas but they never got bored instead they would keep watching it over and over they loved that movie it was their movie

after the movie

akashi was laying on top of bokuto he was asleep but not for long bokuto was wide awake still watching the movie he couldn't get enough of it he put a blanket on akashi who woke up after a few minutes akashi tried to sleep again but couldn't fall asleep again the more he tried the more he couldn't it got to the point where he had to force himself to sleep or he would just be tired to try and just get up and not sleep bokuto soon fell asleep cuddling akashi hoping that he would fall asleep but he didn't akashi and bokuto were both very close bestfriends forever but they both felt very different from what they would tell others or each other they were "bestfriends" but what they really felt was secret they both liked each other but were to scared to tell each other they were scared that they would ruin their friendship

a few days later

"akashi i really like you please go out with me " the girl said giving akashi a box of chocolates akashi was tired of this he always thought he was ugly so at first he thought it was one of bokutos pranks but he started getting more and more he would always reject them tho why because of bokuto he couldn't get over him at all and seeing him everyday wasn't helping at all but still he would reject every person that would ask him out he lost count again akashi just nodded no and said " im so so so sorry but i already have someone " which was a stupid thing to say because he had no one the girl looked straight in his eyes and said " oh they don't have to know it cou-" she couldn't even finish her sentence before bokuto aperid  took akashi away akashi not refusing  or questioning just followed him it had been minutes and he had just been following bokuto not saying a word he was worried because normally bokuto would be happy and annoy him in a good way but he was quiet and that was either bad or just new when suddenly he stopped  he didn't even turn to akashi but just said "im sorry " akashi confused and some what worried said " sorry about what bokuto san bokuto said nothing more with a serious voice " for what im about to say im sorry i didn't mean it to turn out like this " akashi now more worried then ever said " hey bokuto sad what's wrong your scaring me here " bokuto with a raspy voice he sounded broken sad lonely pain said " i cant take it anymore im moving im tired of having to watch so many people confess to you im tired of holding the team back because of my emo mode switches everyone has to deal with it but now anymore just know that i love you and no not like that more than bestfriends and im sorry if you got attached or something it wasn't my intention im so sorry for leaving you and the team but its the best ill see if asahi needs me or something i think he will " bokuto said now crying he turned back to see akashi with a shocked face and wide eyes crying he looked him in the eyes and smiled and ran akashi was in shock he couldn't process it he went to the gym and told everyone practice was off for today they all left and practiced at home except one person akashi he couldn't get those words out of his head they sounded like a code or like something he knew of he repeated it out loud "  ill see if asahi needs me or something i think he will " as he said that suga passed by the gym to check on him and heard that and said "omg akashi why would you say that why would you do that to yourself and you should know by now that asahi is t god he doesn't need you to be dead stop homey its fine im with you " akashi realizing it now said " omg bokuto " and ran out he couldn't believe it bokuto was really gunna kill himself he had been so selfish of course he liked him " oml when he did that how could i be so stupid "