Thoughts - Which make me awake, Which make me cry

ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ꜱᴇᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏꜰ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘᴀɪɴ

Let's overthink a bit what she's trying to say in her poems. Mister mind let's think together with mister heart that why she is thinking like this and what could be the reason of it.

So she wrote some poems in Indonesian language and some of them are in English.
So sorry if I translated the Indonesian one wrong. Those poems she wrote are written below:

I know u don't care
But what can i do?
if i still want to be here
After leave you..
I knew one thing
I can leave u easily
But can't leave all of our memories

&

Let's open the new book With the new history
I know my book will full of mystery
But trust me it will be easy
If you could be here and stay
With me

&

Now longing like an opium
Who always comes like a guest. Really I'm not away or away
from you
Because every teardrop is a witness
mute
How hard it is to miss
Especially to miss even you
don't care about me.

Okay so ;

👉For the first poem or quote let's talk ... Now who the hell are you who is making marshmallow sad huh. Why you don't care you God damn boy go and give her love no pain. If you will give her pain I will punch your face. She is like in deep love or in deep affection you boy she can't leave you and if she will leave you how can she forget all those beautiful memories with you.

👉For the second poem or quote let's talk ... 
Now she is saying like to someone. Like come on go ahead man who ever you are just be happy cause a new chapter means alot things you can be happy with her, talk with her especially video calls ahhh I really wanna feel how it's to talk with your lover.

👉For the third poem or quote she says... No need to cry from now on cause they come like a guest just cry and let it go. No need to hold on your tears. She is not away from you cause your heart and her heart are met for each other. Her tears is a witness that she misses you man you are so lucky just take care of her and be with her.

As if I was in this situation I would ask that girl that what happened to you why are you being this sad one day he will be with you. You both will live together and love each other endlessly.

At the end I just think that if someone can love this much to a person this is like a blessing.

"If Each and Every happiness can be shared,
Then you should share some of your sadness and pain too"