ᴀɴxɪᴇᴛʏ ɪꜱ ᴋɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ

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Thinking about her👉 makes me happy.
Will she be with me👉 makes me curious.
Is she happy with me👉 makes me worried.
What will I do if she will leave me👉 makes me sad.

I think my soul is finding for a soulmate I said her that she is my soulmate. Don't know exactly if things are been taken as joke or if she is taking it seriously.

Reading some articles in the internet about what happened to people if they don't get their loved ones...
Oh Lord that makes me a bit scared and sad that people suicide and do these things for their lover like it's extreme. Some of them just killed their crush and then killed themselves.

I guess so sad songs are best for you even when your aren't sad ☺️. You just realize alot things from sad songs it teaches me that I am not worth it.

I cannot break stars for her,
Bring the moon over here,
I am just a human being I just can believe it that she is everything for me my star, my moon, my whole universe.

God can you help me just fulfill my dream just make some space in her heart for my love. I know I am not special or interesting as other guys around her but I can promise that I will take care of her not a single OPIUM will come in her eyes if she will love me.

My heart just hides from her soul just waiting for her to say yes.

Sometimes as a joke she says if I will say YES to you I know you won't sleep but you know what it is same still I am not sleeping now a days waking up and killing my self torturing myself. Atleast if she will say yes it will give me happiness.

But again these things are just in my dreams that she will say YES . Cause I know she had decided it .

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