Rant

I tried shifting

Well... I tried the raven method I think...the one where you lay and do the starfish position...

but let's just say I don't have enough space...but I made sure none of my limbs are touching

So if you're gonna ask if I did it... honestly no, I didn't but doesn't mean I won't try again ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

So I'm just telling here my experience at trying, so yeah feel free to ignore this ( ╹▽╹ )

So last night,

I position myself laying in my bed and made sure to have enough space so none of my limbs are trying

I said my script at my mind again and again then I started counting to 1 to 100, while still thinking about my desired reality of course....but I didn't feel anything

And I felt like I'm doing something wrong so....I restarted again, this time thinking strong about my desired reality (Hogwarts of course)

I was staring straight ahead, and when I counted to 1 and 100 that's when I close my eyes...I think at 40+ numbers that's when my eyes closed without me doing it

This time I didn't feel anything again, but I didn't restarted, I just think and think and say and say my script in my head again and again

A few seconds later, my fingers starts twitching and so is my legs, without me doing anything, after the twitching thingy,

My fingers felt like it's floating without me doing it, and then I took it as a sign so I continued thinking about my script,

A few moments later I felt like my bed that I'm laying on is sideways, but I didn't fall, then I start feeling dizzy insides, even tho my eyes is closed,

A few minutes later I felt my leg starts to twitch again, this time after the twitching,

My feet's finger felt like it's floating, so yeah I continued and continued, this goes one for a minute idk if it's a minute or second but

then my mom from the other room start coughing violently....it's like the cough you did when you choke on water or food, don't know why she did, but i didn't let it distract me

Then I remembered the scary story that I heard that my friend said and the image pop up into my mind at first I pushed the thought away, but my brain just got kinda scared and then I opened my eyes

Of course I failed, but the first thing I notice when I opened my eyes is...

I kinda like a little bit jolted up and

My fingers felt just like it went through the things where you feel like your hand or something is being electrocuted? And then it goes away,

That's how my hand felt after I woke up I fe moment it felt like it came back to it sense....idk if that's a good start but....all I know is I'm gonna keep trying until I'm home

There's some people who want to shift to Hogwarts ONLY because they want to be with their crushes

While

There's some people who wants to shift to Hogwarts because they want to go home.....and I'm one of them

(I'm not judging anyone)

"I'm a muggle-born witch", but that doesn't mean I'm a muggle myself, I should be learning this muggle subjects, there's a word "witch" at the end.

So yeah....

Hogwarts....I can't wait to go home