Rant

also

I tried to shift last night.....I was already feeling the tingling (I used Raven Method) when my grandma told me to close the lights.......

I tried again, (second time)....and this time she accidentally touched my hand which bolt me out of my affirmation and what I'm doing....at this point I'm already sleepy and draining out of energy...

I TRIED AGAIN-
(Idk why I couldn't remember it clearly but I tried again.)
The 3rd time I feel like I'm sleeping but awake at the same time...confusing yep but what I'm feeling last night is like that. Idk but I feel my hand reaching something at the ceiling, then I got distracted again...I bolt up awake...well

Fawk.

At the 3rd time I tried I couldn't do it anymore so I decided to not try in the 4th time and get some rest because I feel like my energy is drained out and I need sleep....

I did the Pillow Method (where you out your script under the pillow I think) but it didn't work for me, again, because I'm still here-

I must doing something wrong but...

I think I will stop trying to shift for a while because my big sister entered me in this art competition...it's not that big but I what to make her proud for once so...yeah...I might stop for a while because idk if my gonna be clone can do it.

And they say that taking a break from shifting is needed sometimes so...yeah..

But now I relate to those who says they got always distracted when they try to shift-