Why I Don't Like You

Chapter 10: Simply because it's supposed to be illegal

Nick's POV

I can't. I just can not tell her what I know. It will break her heart and ruin her life all over again and she has just figured it all out. Her life is finally a bit okay, and now I will just... ruin it again. That diary I found in that house. That diary contains too much information. It leaves so much pressure. If I would talk to Liz right now, I will probably tell her that I'm so sorry about everything, and then betray myself. But I do need to tell her. But how? Let Alex tell it? And Timmy, does he even know what's going on? It's about him too... My God Jenna is so screwed. She is so different than I thought.

I was laying on my back on my bed. It was 3 a.m. and today was probably going to be as crappy as the rest of the week. My mother and Rebecca had been giggling all the time, so I knew they were up to something. Yesterday they told me I had to sleep very good today, so I could just expect for it to happen today. But I just had no clue what was going to happen.

But for one thing I was glad; 'Babybear' hadn't bothered me all night. Yesterday she didn't even pretend to be my alarm clock! I was also proud of Joyce, she actually created hate for Rebecca. After Rebecca stole her make up and threw half of it away, because it didn't look good on her. Apparently the fact that it wasn't even hers, wasn't enough reason to keep it. After that happened Joyce came to talk to me. 'You were right, she is a bitch. You can't date her!'

The door of my room opened and a small female person came inside. Speaking of the devil...

'Nick! Nick, wake up!'

'Don't worry, I am awake. What's up?'

I got up and switched the light on. Joyces eyes were big with fear and horror. 'Okay. Well... Mom and Rebitch...' I started laughing about the new nickname,'they are finally convinced that you don't like her.' A smile appeared on my face. 'No reason to smile.' We both sat down on my bed. 'No reason at all... They found out about Liz too. Personally I think it's great, because Liz is so nice. But the rest... Rebitch and Mom hate her! They don't want you to see her ever again. So they made a plan.' Joyce frowned. She seemed to hesitate before she told me. 'You are engaged, and tomorrow around this time you're already married.'

'W-what? That just can't be true!'

'You're switching schools and everything, you need to give up everything that has anything to do with Liz. I'm so sorry!'

'It's okay sis...' How was I ever going to tell Liz about the diary?

At once I knew it. 'Joyce, you've got to do something for me.' She raised one eyebrow. 'Never tell anybody what I'm going to tell you now, not yet, at least. I will give you a diary. You can not look in it, never, ever. You need to put it in an envelope and make sure someone delivers it at Liz' and Timmy's place. No one can ever know that we sent it.'

'Then what's in the diary?'

'Important information that's crucial for Liz to know,' I couldn't trust anybody in this case. I wouldn't give my little sister the pressure it gave me. 'We also need to find a way to break the engagement. Isn't it illegal anyway?'

'Yes, but they found a way...'

Damn... Freaking mother and overly attached girlfriend. 'I can't marry her. I wan't Liz.'

'But what about the phone call?'

Thanks sis... Almost forgot about it. Damn it, why did you bring that up!? 'I don't know... I really hope Alex doesn't date her. But it would make so much sense. Why they are great friends and that things...'

'But you were dating her, right?'

'Yes, but we never really did anything crucial.'

'You mean that you have never kissed her?'