• Missing Your Smile - Technoblade x Female Reader •

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by lanoitasneSMC

by lanoitasneSMC

Request from Writer696969! I hope this is what you wanted, and sorry for taking so long!

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Characters: Technoblade, Mentions of Y/N

Genre: Angst

AU: Minecraft/real-life

Warnings: None

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|~| Technoblade's POV |~|

I stared at the worn-out chair, spinning in slow circles as I kicked it every once in a while. I could still see you spinning on it, laughing, putting all your attention on me. Your smile- shining white teeth and happy eyes.

I missed them. I missed you.

I kicked the chair again, this time with more force- more anger. The chair spun wildly before tipping over, a loud crash echoing around the sun-lit room. It was your favourite room in my closed-off, far-away castle. You'd always loved the sunshine.

I got up from the cushioned chair and walked out of the room, dark, sad thoughts rolling through me head. It was all your stupid father. He disapproved of me, took you away when we thought we were safe.

Dream. I remembered his cruel, white, emotionless mask. He was the one you were arranged to marry. He was the reason you couldn't be with me, even though we loved each other so much.

I walked into the weaponary, staring at the shining blades that lined the walls. I small smiled ghosted on my face. What if you couldn't marry him? What if he wasn't around to be at the wedding?

No. These are jealous thoughts. This isn't you. This isn't who Y/n loved.

I growled to myself quietly, the darks thought still billowing in my mind. I didn't want to be a bad person- I wanted to be someone that Y/n would love. No one loves a murderer. I left the weaponary before I could start something I would regret.

I pace through the lonely, empty hallways, craving to hear something else other than my footsteps. But I don't- unfortunately, I set myself up for this. Shutting myself out from everyone and purposely moving to be as far away as I could.

I approach my bedroom door, staring at the dark oak for a second before swinging it open. I fall down on my bed and close my eyes, taking a deep breath. When I open my eyes again, they feel wet and hot.

A lone tear drips from my eye, sitting on my cheek. I wipe my eyes and sniff, lecturing myself to stop being a wimp and man-up. But in the end, I gave into myself and let my choked up sobs escape me.

What could I do, other than hope you'd find your way back to me.

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//415 Words\\ <3

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~Sen