Obessed Stalker | Jenlisa FF

Chapter 20

Jennie's turn

Jennie's past memory.
15 years old Jennie

"I'll go now mom..!"
I grab my bag, and head out to seoul city.
So many memories here, it's been only a year before she left.

I can't move on, I'm always curious how she's doing.. I don't get contact with her very much often or not anymore..

I did have some new friends around, but her. My lili, shes always the one.

Why does she have to leave..?

I remember promising to each other, we'll be together!.

But, after she had to come back to Thailand that all broke.

But I, Jennie Kim. Will never break a promise.

I will find Lisa, the one I've been longing. She'll be mine.

I've still kept these feelings for her.
She's the one, I know for sure. My heart has been telling that.

And I won't ever let go of it.

19 years old.

"WOooOH!!!"
I was drunk. Very drunk, I ran away. Went out with friends in the bar..
Fuck.

"Yo Jennie drink up yoo!!"
My friend, hanbin dancing his way towards me. With some more drinks.
I grab it and took a whole sip.

I know my life shouldn't be like this, but I feel damn free!.

After partying for awhile
I stopped, and went out.
I'm so done.
I'm too sober.

"Hey Jen, why'd you go out?."
Hanbin followed out. I turn to him.
"I'm done bro, funs over for me. I don't wanna get too drunk, and you know what happens next.
I'm too loyal for Lisa."

Hanbin laughs.
"I bet Lisa already has a boyfriend"
I was about to turn around, but I stopped. I look at him.
"I mean, it's already been year. She's probably forgotten about you. Move on"
Hanbin added and scoff.

No. Lisa doesn't have a boyfriend, no.
and she promise she won't forget me!

I walk towards hanbin, and pin him down the floor. Choking him.
"She will not forget me!! We made a promise!!, I am only hers!!"
My anger took control of me, and this..this is the beginning.

"I-I *Gasp* J-Jennie"
Hanbin tries to talk, but I choke him harder.
Until hanbin, couldn't breathe anymore.
"She is mine, she always is.
We are perfect together, if you don't like that.
Go to hell!"

I didn't hear hanbin respond anymore, his grip suddenly soften and drop.
I let go.
Realizing what I just did..

I-I killed him..

I quickly stood up.
I-I..

I suddenly heard poeple talking, and I immediately left the alley way.

20 years old

I can't move on, it's been a year.
Since I've first killed anyone..It was an accident..

It's been all over the news since.
I just want it to stop.

I don't wanna go to jail.

22 years old.

Things been going quick.
I finally made my move..

I hired someone to look for Lisa.
I'm crazy to think she has already forgotten me?.

I mean, if you think all of this is useless.
It really isn't..

I guess this is my life.
I'm becoming more needy to find Lisa. I want her, I need her to be with me!!

23 years old.