Help Me, I'm Dying | BL [EDITING]

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James' POV

How he dare to lie to his father— huling-huli na nga siya tapos magsisinungaling pa siya. How bastard he is!

Itinigil ko na ang pagfa-fast forward ng marinig ko na ang simula ng conversation naming dalawa ni Jason on that day. I sighed deeply. "Here. Listen to this everyone." I put the recorder to its maximum volume.

"Look who's here." 

And everyone heard the sound ng isang paper bag na may laman na kung ano.

"Eat that if you're hungry. Don't worry, hindi kita magawang lasunin. Be thankful to your brother still loves you matapos mo siyang gawing sex toy."

"So nagawa na niyang ikwento 'yan sa inyo. Mukhang na-miss niya ang paghimas ko sa hita niya."

"You small dick kind of bitch, who are you to say things like that?" this Hugi muttered. Sinamaan naman siya ng tingin ni Jenny.

"He never mentioned you raped him three years ago."

"Then I'll assume that cops told you if ever totoo 'yang sinasabi mo."

Nakarinig kaming lahat ng tunog ng pagbukas ng isang paper bag.

"What's with this strawberry donuts?"

"For you to remind of your youngest brother. Baka sakaling nakalimutan mo ang kahayupang ginawa mo sa kanya. Sana naman makonsensya ka."

"How can I forget that? Siya ang pinaka-unang lalaking natikman ko and I'm telling you, napakasarap niyang pakinggang umungol at sumigaw habang nagmamaka-awang pakawalan ko siya."

Nakita kong napayukom ng kamao 'neto si tanda. Also the others— parang anytime, pupugutan na nila ng ulo si Jason.

"Minahal ka niya bilang kapatid, nirespeto ka niya, inintindi, pinatawad at kahit ganun na ang ginawa mo sa kanya, nag-aalala pa rin siya sayo— sa inyong dalawa ni Jenny."

"How I wish na sapian ka sana ng anghel. You raped your innocent brother, you bastard! He doesn't even know what fuck means and here you are— you tortured him in sex."

"I don't care. Kahit kailan, hindi ako makokonsensiya sa mga ginawa ko sa kanya. I bet nasarapan 'din siya sa mga ginawa ko and he's just acting that he wants me to stop—" 

And a smack can be heard. Siyempre, sinuntok ko ang gago for saying some disgusting things.

"Be thankful that I'm not in the situation to have a fight."

"Take note of this. Try to hurt him again then you'll see."

"Don't be so excited, malapit na. 'Wag kayong mag-alala, papahirapan ko siya once maka-alis na ako dito."

Bigla namang narinig ang aking pagtawa. Sino ba naman ang hindi matatawa sa sinabi niya? Siguro ang mga lower class matatakot niya but, not us.

"Jason Han— or I must say Sadmourn, rank #12 ka lang, rank #2 ako and we had Black Empress, Dark Dragon, Kyogo and Venom by our side. I don't think you can win againts us so if I were you, give up and renew your life."

"Wala na akong pake sa inyo o sa kung gaano kayo karami. I only have one target and that's Jefferson."

And that's the time I stopped the recorder. "Now tell to everybody that your innocent brother who knows nothing about sex forced you to fuck him." Jason glared on me. Kitang-kita sa mga mata ni tanda ang sobrang sakit na nararamdaman niya.