You mean that?

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I was charged with assault. 
I sat in a holding cell while Yoongi paid my bail and talked to the officers on my behalf. 

I didn't regret it a single bit. 

We walked silently to his car as he handed me my belongings, we both lit up cigarettes as he drove me to my house. 

He followed me into my house and started brewing coffee for the both of us. Neither of us had said a word yet. I sat down on my window sill and packed a bowl as Yoongi brought me my coffee. We sat in silence smoking weed and drinking coffee. 

He got up and walked to the bathroom, he came out with my first aid kit and started to clean my face and my knuckles for me. I didn't realize that I had a gash under my eye. My knuckles were slightly ripped open as well, I guess from me hitting her teeth. 

"You broke her nose, knocked out a tooth, and her cheek bone is fractured" he said in a monotone voice 

"I'm sorry" I whispered as I looked away from him, he sighed as he grabbed my chin lightly and moved my head to look him in his eyes 

"Don't be sorry, you were sticking up for me like you always have" he smiled he leaned in and kissed my lips softly "I love you Bevvy, thank you" he smiled

I started crying. 
And once I started I couldn't stop. 

"Hey, what's wrong? Babe, why are you crying?" He held me close as I sobbed into his chest 

"Yoongi" I sobbed 

"I'm right here" he squeezed me tighter, it took awhile for me to compose myself but when I did, I pulled away from him and stared into his eyes 

"I need to tell you something. But I need you to promise me that things won't change, that you won't look at me any differently than you do now" I sniffled as he nodded his head 

"I promise Bevvy, just talk to me" 

I closed my eyes and sighed 

"I love you"

"I love you too"

I held up my hand and shook my head "I love you..as more than a friend. I have for a while now, I thought you felt the same way, I thought we would become more and then you started dating Nicole..and for her to turn around and cheat on you when all I want to do is wrap my arms around you and hold onto you for dear life while showing you how amazing you are and knowing that I'll never get that chance..that's why I snapped" I shook my head 

"You don't have to respond, you can pretend this conversation never happened, but holding it in all of this time was eating away at me on the inside and I tried so hard to fuck it away, and stuff it down, and I can't anymore" 

He stood up and stared down at me, he shook his head and started pacing 

"I knew it. Fuck, I'm an idiot" he shook his head "I knew you caught feelings, and I kept telling myself that I was wrong. That there was no way in hell you would catch feelings for someone like me" he sighed as he kneeled down in front of me and looked into my eyes "I fell for you. Probably a lot sooner than you fell for me, and I didn't think you would return my feelings which is the only reason I started looking for a girlfriend" 

He laid his head in my lap as I stared down at his neck trying to fathom everything he had just said to me 

"I didn't care that Nicole was cheating on me because I had feelings for her. I cared because I knew I was going to have to look for another one to try and distract me from you" 

"You mean that?" 

He looked up at me and nodded his head "every word Bevvy" 



Two years later. 

"Babe, I think I need help" 

"I'm coming" I got up and walked from the office to the living room where my boyfriend stood holding up the tree topper, he was trying to decorate our tree for Christmas while I was working. I giggled before walking over to him and taking it from his hands 

"Yoongs you know you need the step ladder, why didn't you grab that first?"

"I'm excited, it's our first Christmas living together" he smiled, making me feel warm all over. I leaned in and kissed his lips 

"I might have an early present for you" I smiled "close your eyes" 

"Bevvy, wait I ha-" 

I ran to the bedroom and pulled the box out from under the bed. I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly as I walked back out to the living room "open it" 

"Okay fine, but then I really need you to take a look at the tree topper" 

"Okay" I smiled 

He tore the wrapping paper off of the box and opened it. I was smiling from ear to ear as my body tingled with nervousness 

"Merry Christmas Daddy?" He looked at the shirt folded in the box, and then the sonogram "what?" He gasped, he was speechless as he looked between the shirt and the picture "seriously Bevvy?" 

"Seriously" I smiled 

"Yes!" He dropped the box and picked me up spinning me around and laughing as he kissed me all over "fuck yes!" He put me on my feet "I'm so fucking happy right now" he kissed my lips "hurry up and look at the tree topper" 

"Seriously? You find out I'm pregnant and you're still focused on the damn tree topper?" I laughed as I picked it back up and examined it. 

I saw it. On top of the star, wrapped around the point, a simple white gold band with a little diamond sitting in the center 

"Yoongi?" I asked as he walked up behind me and wrapped his arms around me putting his hands over my stomach that was just starting to form a little bump 

"Marry me" he said in my ear 

I turned and faced him as tears slid down my face, I nodded my head "yes" I whispered right before I started sobbing into his chest. 

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