Close || Minsung ✔️

~ Ch.34 ~

~earlier~

Minho Pov ||

"Gosh damnit Jisung, why are you doing this to me?"

Minho walked down the halls of the dorms, debating on heading to Youngho's or Chan's to stay for the mean time.

After his fight with Jisung, which was specifically about them and Youngho, he decided to not push further into the problem and stay with Chan.

His head was squirming of his encounter with his now ex boyfriend.

He couldn't believe the boy he loved unconditionally, who he thought he'd be with forever, is now someone he used to date.

Fighting with Jisung was hard, so hard.

The biggest reason of it being so hard was, his heart was shattered the moment he saw the pained look on Jisung. The boy he promised he would take care of and love forever.

He loves Jisung to damn much that it was almost impossible for him to keep up the act of anger. Even though he was angry, he was more heartbroken.

About a few minutes after waiting for Chan to open his door, Felix opened it instead.

"Minho, what are you doing here so late?" He asked, eyes kind of droopy from sleeping just a couple moments ago.

"I lost the key to my dorm, and Jisung is sound asleep, I don't want to wake him." Minho lied. "Can I stay here?"

Felix was a bit groggy and out of it, shrugging his shoulders and letting the boy inside.

"You can sleep in my bed," Felix pointed, walking over to Chan's bed and wrapping himself back into his boyfriend's warmth.

Minho couldn't help but stare at how cute they looked together. At how much they reminded him of him and Jisung.

How they used to cuddle together when going to sleep, or just randomly cuddle. The warmth and love he felt when they cuddled.

Minho shook his head and stepped around slowly, the dark mostly taking over the room. The window was the only source of light as the moonlight shined through.

"Just go to sleep", Minho continued to say the same thought over and over, laying in Felix's bed.

His mind was going crazy, but without knowing he finally fell asleep.

——

While Chan and Felix had gone to school, Minho decided to sleep in. He wasn't exactly tired, but he just couldn't find the motivation to get out of bed. He just layed on his side, staring at a plain white wall with his dull eyes.

He couldn't stop thinking of his break up, wanting nothing more than to run back to Jisung and apologize for what happened.

Wanted to pull him into his arms and never let go again, but he just couldn't. Lost in thought he curled up in a ball while clenching the pillow he was cuddling with tighter and uncontrollably let a tear slip out of the corner of his eyes.

Time passed, not paying attention to how much time has gone by, Chan opened his door and threw his bag onto his bed.

Chan didn't say anything, only stared at Minho who didn't even flinch from him entering.

"Are you asleep?" Chan asked, no response given.

Chan sighed, walking to the feet of the bed, seeing Minho's eyes open.