Touch [Theodore Nott]

Fallin' All in You

I opened my eyes slightly and noticed I was in Theo's bed, the same clothes from last night. He was still asleep even when he's sleeping he still holds my hand. I looked at him as the sunlight peered through the window and hit him. His structured face, lips full, his black hair messily everywhere

I slowly got up and found my shoes, I crept out and made my way to my room

I couldn't remember much from last night, the last thing I remember was going to the bathroom with him

"Spending the night are we?" Daphne was up

"It happened on accident" I changed to shower

"Most pregnancies are accidents you know" she smirked at me

"Merlin Daphne we haven't even shagged" I said embarrassingly as I grabbed my towel

"Whatever you say" she winked

I stepped into the shower and washed the smell of weed off my skin and hair, the warm water soothed my skin

I closed my eyes and let the water run over them "I love you Flora" I opened my eyes. How did I forget that

His words rang in my head as I got ready for the day my black hair was still wet when I walked into the great hall, for the first time I was the last one there

"How did you fancy it?" Montague asked smiling

"well I woke up starving" I said serving my plate

Theo's leg was against mine but he was quiet didn't really seem to have an appetite

"Are you okay?" I whispered to him

"I'm fine" He went back to picking apart his food

I placed my hand on his knee I knew I hadn't said it back that's why he was acting like this. I still couldn't believe that Theodore Nott loved me.

I got a small piece of parchment "I love you too I needed to say it sober :)"

I debated if I should slide it over to him or not

I slowly slid it over next to his plate

He read it and instantly his mood changed and he smiled widely as he placed the note in his pocket and held my hand finally

- (smut warning)

"We have to study in here, you fall asleep on the couches" I dragged Theo to the library

"You know this place creeps me out" He rubbed his neck

"Just sit and read Theo" I handed him the transfiguration textbook

He sat next to me as we studied for our owls that were taking place next week, unfortunately on our 6th month anniversary

He actually stayed focused for awhile which surprised me he could never stay still and he hated silence. I had extreme anxiety anytime I thought about the exams I felt the urge to empty my stomach

I was enjoying the quiet and taking down essential notes. He placed his hand on my knee I knew he was now distracted. Slowly he probably thought I didn't notice started sliding his hand up my skirt

"Theo the answers for the exams aren't up my skirt" I didn't even look up from my book

"Do you mind if I check" he whispered in my ear

My insides flipped and butterflies flew up my stomach

"Let's go to your dorm" I finally shut my book

He was very giddy walking up to the common room. I knew Theo had been with other girls, I used to see them leave his room from the common room.

"Stay down here please" I heard him tell Blaise

Walking up the stairs I was nervous for what was about to happen, I knew he could tell, whenever I was nervous my eyes widen and became what he called "puppy dog eyes"

He placed his hand on my lower back

He gently cupped my face and leaned in, his lips still sent tiny shocks of electricity throughout my body

We continued to kiss passionately craving each other's bodies and we walked backwards to his bed

He took off his shirt first, I admired his tone body, I ran my hands throughout his chest he wrapped his arms around my waist and reached for the buttons on my shirt

"Is this okay?"

I nodded nervous for him to see my skin for no one had ever touched my skin

As I felt the cold air brush against my body goosebumps ran through my stomach and he ran his fingers up to my breast

"Merlin you're perfect" he said kissing me and gently placing me on the bed, I unclipped my bra and slowly removed it

He stood up and took off his pants, he gently placed his body in between my legs, I wrapped my legs around his body feeling his length, he softly held my breast

He unzipped my skirt leaving my pink panties exposed

My body started throbbing, I never felt this way as he started kissing my neck and breast, I was already out of breath

"Theo"

"What's wrong? is this too much? we can stop" He blushed a deep scarlet

"No it's just my first time" I was embarrassed to admit

"Be gentle please"

"I'll always be gentle with you" he said as he kissed my lips, he moved my hair out of my face

"I want to see this pretty face the entire time" he whispered in my ear

"Ready?" he asked

It felt right with Theo. I loved him and he loved me. Looking into his dark blue eyes as he stared into mine

"Yes"

He took off his boxers, I was intimidated when I looked at it. I've never seen one and it was large. My body tried to prepare itself.

He placed his hands on my face "I love you"

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"But since you came along im thinking, baby you are bringing out a different kind of me, There's no safety net thats  underneath. I'm free faillin all in you" - Fallin all in you by Shawn Mendes