Touch [Theodore Nott]

Happiness is a butterfly

My eyes opened suddenly

I can't even see straight my head is throbbing with pain

I let out a cry for help

I'm in the hospital wing I quickly recognized

Madam Pomfrey comes to my bed side right away

"Drink this" she pours a liquid into my mouth. Right away the pain minimizes

"T-theo" I managed to say my mouth is so dry

"I'll summon for him" She said

I look around and it dark so it's night and past office hours that's why he isn't here

I needed to get my head straight. Theo is a death eater. Theo is my boyfriend. I love Theo. Those are the facts

All of that had been lost I was scared i'd never recover, our golden moments

I still couldn't breathe steadily my breath hitched every so often

"Flora"

He stood in his night robes

"Theo" The tears filled my eyes

He ran and hugged me tightly

"I'm so sorry Flora I'm sorry i'm sorry for everything" He's crying

"It-it's okay" I gently examined his face

I grabbed his face and kissed it. That was the only solution

He held my hand tightly as Madam Pomfrey did an examination

"Listen Ms. Burke I need to take take things slowly and one day at a time is that understood" she said sternly

"Yes madam Pomfrey"

Theo laid by my side the entire night and held me and reminded me that everything will be okay

-

The first week back as strange especially with Warrington

"Don't make me choose between my relationship with Theo or our friendship Cassie" I tried to hold it together

"Why because youll choose him?" he said in a harsh tone

"Yeah I will" I stood my ground

"He's going to hurt you again" He raised his tone

He cupped my face harshly and kissed me

"Cassius stop" I pushed him off

"I'm in love with you Flora" He kissed me again

"I'm sorry Cass" I took his hands off me

"You- you felt the same about me" He struggled to say

"Cassie that was before when I had no fucking idea who I even was" I tried to make things better

"Thanks for that then Flora. Using me until you got your shit fixed"

He stormed off towards the lake

I felt the tears tun down my face. I cared for Warrington, and he had been so kind and gentle with me. But he's not him. Anyone's that's not him isn't right for me.

-

Theo wasn't even being the easiest either

"I'm no good for you Flora don't you see that"

"How do you know what's good for me" I snapped

"Losing your memories for half a bloody year definitely isn't good for you" He started pacing his room