Touch [Theodore Nott]

Flaws and Sins

I was stress studying at this point. I spent my days in my room studying, I ate breakfast with a text book in front of me I ate dinner with a study guide

"Big day tomorrow" Theo said as I was studying in his door

I ignored his comment and continued reading

"How about some stress relief?" He started kissing my neck

It was hard to say no "After our exams" "Come on Theo" he went back to reading and finishing his potions homework

Tomorrow I was taking 5 exams and the next day the last 5

"Good luck on your examinations sweetheart i'm already so proud of you

love you, Mum"

Reading that made me even more nervous, I didn't want to let her down. I didn't want to be the idiot of my family, they were all supportive and wouldn't make me feel bad it was all self pressure

"Thank Merlin you guys are studying too" the boys all entered

They knelt down and with panicked faces started flipping through the pages of probably every textbook

I looked up and I could do is laugh. I continued to laugh so hard it made the muscles in my stomach tense and at one point my eyes started to fill with tears

"Get her to Pomfrey she's gone insane" Montague told Theo

"No im i'm fine" I tried to stop laughing

"Well then what are you on about?" Blaise asked

"You three, I for months offered study schedules and you lot declined" I started laughing again

"And now look at you" I finished laughing

They looked at me and soon joined in on the laughter

"Next time I swear we'll listen" Warrington said catching his breath

All was good.

-

The morning of the exams I could nearly faint, I almost did.

I couldn't eat breakfast, Theo had to force me to eat

"Come on it's just toast" He spread jam on my toast

I ate two bites to make him happy. He held my hand and kissed my knuckles

"Youll do great Flora" He kissed my cheek next

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I had just finished my last exam, Charms and I felt relieved and threw myself onto my bed

The moment was cut short when I realized I still needed five more exams.

I forced myself to get up, my brain was fried my body exhausted but somehow I went down to the common room to study

I wore sweats and sweatpants tied my hair up messily and wore my reading glasses, I never wore them but at times when I would stress my eyes out too much everything became blurry and I needed them

"Woah I almost didn't recognize you" Theo entered the common room

I didn't even look up I just kept going over my Alchemy review sheet

Theo came over to me and rubbed my shoulders

"Merlin you're so tense" he continued

I looked up at him and he leaned down and kissed my lips quickly

My eyes rapidly went over all the information trying to remember as much as I could, thank Merlin for Theo because my body had been so tense

"I saw your note" he said and I put down the parchment

"I think it was very sweet Flora" he kissed my forehead

I had written him a note and left it in his textbook, I wrote how much I believed in him and how proud I was of him

"That's what you do for the people you love" I blushed and went back to my review

-

The next day I ate this time I felt much more confident for today.

Theo held my hand at breakfast and rubbed his thumb against my skin forming little "O's"

"I love you good luck today" I kissed him quickly and went off to take my last exams

-

It was late at night I had finished my exams and after watching the portable swamp I decided to knock out for a bit

Once I woke up I figured Theo was sleeping because Montague, Warrington and Blaise were all in the common room very high

I went up to his room and he was laid out on his bed exhausted

I sat on top of his lap and he woke up, before he would even process I kissed him aggressively, I missed his body I missed his taste

"Please wake me up like this every day" He said

I pulled my hair up into a bun and started to lower his sweats

"Merlin" He said and I uncovered him

I put him all in my mouth, his groans and the way he pulled my hair made my insides pulse

"I can't finish just yet" he managed to say

I took off my top and he kissed my breast

"Fuck I miss these" he said leaving love bites

I was in the process of taking off my pants

"Theo"

I grabbed the blanket and covered myself

"BLAISE" Theo grew red "BUSY RIGHT NOW"

I got off him so he could pull up his pants

"It's your dad" Blaise said covering his eyes

Those words shocked me

"Mr. Nott, Ms. Burke dress yourself" I knew that slow monotone voice.

"Yes professor Snape" I heard him say and I wanted nothing more than to get swallowed by the planet

I put on my shirt and pants Theo threw on a sweatshirt and went out to the common room

Malfoy, Avery and Mulciber were all standing with Snape

I didn't know what was happening but it couldn't be good

"Come along" Snape left the common room

"Theo I love you" I grabbed his face and kissed him

"I love you" He held my hand once he let go I was left there still embarrassed and I felt a knot in my stomach

"Didn't know you were a top" Blaise said holding in his laugh

"Shut up" I was now scarlet

"Everything will be okay" Warrington put his hand on my shoulder.

My mind started to fill with worry and the more I tried to stop thinking about it the more it came back to haunt me

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"You done woke me up from my eternal slumber. I'm the lightning you're the thunder. There's a difference between "I need you" and "I want you" girl I need you" - Flaws and Sins by Juice Wrld