I think I like you (killugon)

Part 16: A First

As Killua sat in art class fiddling with some clay, he thought about how he had to move back home and leave Gon soon. He wanted to talk to Alluka more and make sure she would be ok staying a week basically by herself. Despite her living in a different country for a year she was never alone, she had family and friends to take care of her. Killua wanted to make the best of his last week living with Gon. "Hey Kurapika what do you have next period?" Killua asked. "Uhh, I have Geo, why?" Killua began to smirk "Wanna skip with me, we can go see how Gon is." He waited for a response. After a few seconds Kurapika spoke. "Ya ok, but don't make a habit of skipping class!" He scolded. "Gosh you really can't go more then a day without seeing him, and you say you don't like him. Pfff" Kurapika mumbled. Killua had already plugged his headphones back in so he missed what Kurapika said.

The class finished and Kurapika and killua began to walk to Gon's house. Gon rubbed his eyes and checked his phone that was on the nightstand beside him. The time read 1:50pm. He was lightly shocked how long he slept but now he had more energy then ever. "I'm so bored, I can't wait till Killua gets back." He groaned. Gon slipped on a pair of sweatpants and a hoodie and made his way to the kitchen. Once there, he rummaged through the freezer trying to find something microwaveable. "Well, I guess I could run over to the convenient store. I'll pick up some instant noodles." The thought made him even more hungry. He picked up his shoes and opened the door, he was momentarily seated on the steps putting on his shoes when he over heard a conversation he wish he hadn't.

Kurapika: So how did Gon sound on the phone, was he ok?

Killua: Yeah he sounded normal. Maybe a bit on the tired side.

Kurapika: So how far have you guys gone?
Killua blushed and looked down at his feet.
Killua: UH.. Not that far... why? You some kind of perv?
He smirked looking back at Kurapika.
Kurapika: no. I was just wondering since I had no clue at all that you guys were hooking up.

Killua: If you put it like that I feel... I don't know.
He picked at his nails nervously.
Kurapika: What do you mean, you guys are friends that make out and shit. It's gotta be more then that.
Killua began to get angry, he hated repeating himself as well as people assuming things. He also disliked how Kurapika made him think about the seemingly carefree and easy relationship he had with Gon.
Killua: It's not! Look I've told you multiple times I don't like Gon like that, I'd never date that fuck. He has the emotional complexity of a 6 year old.

Their conversation ended abruptly. Gon had heard it all. Gon stood on the street a few meters in front of them and he looked mad, Killua's heart hurt and Kurapika couldn't help but feel awkward I'm this situation. "Hey I'm going to the convenient store, want anything?" Gon said with a shaky and irritated voice. He asked this but didn't wait for a response and he pushed past killua and Kurapika. He was jolted backwards from his wrist. Killua had grabbed his arm. "I- I didn't mean it like that." Killua regretted what he said a minute ago. Gon yanked his arm away and began to walk again "I'll go to the store too, Kurapika can you wait here for a sec." Killua said while begging to walk after Gon.

"Yo can you slow down... Your not allowed to be pissed!" Killua began to yell. Gon stopped in his tracks. "Why the hell am I not allowed to be mad? And I'm mostly just upset." He said with his emotions beginning to pour out. "Cause you said you wouldn't date me either." Killua spoke softly this time, as if he was embarrassed. For a moment Gon was confused, when did he ever say he wouldn't date Killua, then he began to recall the time on the school bus when Kurapika asked if they were dating. "I didn't mean to hurt your feeling, I thought you were asleep. I said it to get Kurapika to stop asking." Gon said beginning to close the distance between the two. He walked up to killua and cupped his cheek with his hand. The cheek was always a little cold but still soft. "It made me feel like... I liked you more then you liked me." Killua mumbled. "Killua, to be honest. Every moment of every day I love you more then you could even imagine." Gon said. His voice was soft and sincere. Dispite how close they had both gotten and how they always shared their feeling with one another, never had the other said I love you to the other. Before Killua had met Gon he believed the word was overused and too broad to mean anything but in this moment this word meant the absolute world to him. Killua couldn't respond with words. He slid his hands behind Gon's head, he could feel every stand in between his fingers. Killua pulled Gon's face towards his and he pressed his lips onto Gon's.

They stood in the street kissing, while hugging their bodies closer together. They didn't want the atoms that made up their bodies to have any space in between them, they wanted to feel like they were connected as much as possible. "Common, let's get back and tell Kurapika to get out of here." Gon said as they untwined their bodies. To their relief Kurapika hadn't waited for them to come back, he got the memo and headed home. The door swung open and was quickly slammed closed. They skipped stairs and ran to Gon's room while still holding hands. Once inside and the door was closed, killua pushed Gon onto the bed. They made out for a couple, minutes when killua pulled away with a string of saliva. "I wanna do it... I want to go all the way with you." Killua said. Gon smiled and nodded. He agreed because he was also ready. Killua pulled of his own shirt and then he helped Gon with his. Killua grabbed Gon's hips and began to flip him over. "Um what are you doing?" Gon asked. "Hhm?" Killua was confused. "Im top." Gon imformed Killua while looking at him with a blank stare. The two starred at each other for a moment, then they bursted out in laughter. After giggling for a couple minutes they decided they would use Rock Paper Scissors to decide.

"That was so funny, it looked like your soul left your body." Gon laughed. They took a moment to pray. "Rock, paper, scissors." They said in unison. "Fuck" Gon had lost. "I never thought that one day I would be being fucked I'm the as—" gon was cut off by killua's lips. This relaxed his nerves. Gon turned over and was on his hands and knees on the bed. Killua pulled Gon's pants off. Killua leaned over gon and put his hand out in front of Gon's face. "Spit" he commanded which made Gon's stomach flutter. He followed his command and spit in Killua's hand. Killua spread the warm saliva onto his fingers. He pressed his pointer finger into Gon's hole. Gon let out a moan. Killua paused "Gon if you do that I can hardly hold myself back." Gon tuned his head around and smirked, his eyes already a bit watery. "Good." Killua pushed his finger deeper, Gon's buried his face into the pillow and kept his butt lifted up. Killua added a second finger and wiggled it around trying to find Gon's spot. There was a small area that felt a bit softer so Killua pressed on it. Gon let out a gasp. "It doesn't hurt does it?" Gon shook his head to respond. A muffled "it just felt weird." Gon said. He rubbed the spot for a couple more seconds and then he felt Gon tighten around his fingers. He continued, Gon was sweating and breathing fast and not even a second later he relaxed. "Gon? Did you just cum?" Killua asked. Gon was blushing up to his ears.

He tried to sit up but killua flipped him onto his back. He took out his erection and lined it up. "Wait but killua, I'm a bit sensitive now." Killua lifted his gaze for a moment to make eye contact with Gon. He smiled which scared Gon for a moment. Killua thrusted into Gon, the bottom arched his back. "AH, just go slow." Gon pleaded. "Uh huh." Killua responded as if he wasn't even listening. He began to move but not gently like gon had requested. "Killua?!?" He protested. "Your the one sucking me in, I'm just trying to match your pace." Killua said. Gon was a bit nervous but this side of killua was still extremely attractive to him. After this experience he didn't know if he could go without Killua for very long. As much as it hurt it felt so good to Gon. He hoped Killua was enjoying this as much as him. Killua placed his hand on Gon's chest, his hand made its way over to his nipple. He pressed on it with his thumb and fiddled with it while his other arm was wrapped around the leg that was thrown over his shoulder. He bent down and kissed Gon's neck, Killua's mouth moved to hover over Gon's nipple. His breath tickled. He stuck out his tongue and flicked it owning a moan from Gon. He latched his mouth onto it. Gon looked down at him and Killua looked back up. Both their eyes were half closed and Gon's mouth was half open with his tongue sticking out a bit. Killua was still thrusting and he liked playing with Gon's chest while he did it because every time he licked, Gon would tighten around his dick.

Killua unlatched him self and began plumping harder and faster. Killua brought his mouth to Gon's and they stared into each others eyes for a moment, then they looked down at each others lips. They pressed together, occasionally breaking apart for a moment for Gon to moan or Killua to catch this breath. "Killua I'm about to-" Gon said in a soft seductive voice. Before he could finish his sentence he came, what felt even better was the warm liquid currently filling his insides. They were sticky and sweaty and there was cum on both their chests. "I'm sorry, I made a mess. I'll grab a tissue." Gon said realizing what just happened. He stood up to walk over to his desk where he had a tissue box but his legs gave away. Killua chuckled from behind him, now sitting on the bed. "Ha, I didn't know it was that good. Also um.., it's dripping." Killua pointed down at Gon's butt. Gon gasped. There was cum dripping out of him. Killua stood up and lift him up. He went for the tissue box and used one to wipe his own chest, another to wipe Gon's and a couple to try and wipe up Gon's lower mess. "Yeah you should take a shower." Killua said with pity. "I can hardly stand. Will you help me?" Gon said with puppy eyes. How could Killua refuse, this was partly his mess too.