I think I like you (killugon)

Part 23: In Killua's Room

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The day Killua's parents were set to come home was approaching and it was apparent by the way Killua had been acting. It had been 4 days since the party and ever since Gon, Leorio and Kurapika had noticed Killua was acting different then usual. His smiles were more forced then usual, he was less affectionate towards Gon, he was ruder to Leorio and his mind always seemed to be somewhere else whenever they hung out. On Thursday they all decided to go get something to eat after school. They met at the front entrance and began walking to where all the food shops were located in town. Once they had left the school grounds Gon reached for his friends hand to hold like he always did, at the last second Killua dodged it and grabbed the strap of his simple black backpack without even turning his head. It was like he sensed what was coming because of the repetitive relationship they had.

Leorio and Kurapika had talked to each other the entire walk, Killua and Gon only pretending to listen. They brought the food they had ordered to a booth that fit the group perfectly. Out of all the days since the party Killua seemed the most strange today. "So how is everyone." Kurapika ask but they could all tell who the question was directed at. They answered simply and Killua just nodded as he took out his phone after feeling it vibrate. Leorio decided to fill the silence with him talking about his day. As Killua read the message he had received Gon put his head on Killua's shoulder and read the message as well. "So they get back tomorrow?" He whispered into Killua's ear. The breath tickled his ear and he leaned his head on Gon's and signed. "I should go home and clean my room." He shifter his gaze to make eye contact with Gon who was only a couple inches away from his face, before meeting the boy who sat beside him this type of contact would irritate or embarrass him, which it still did with anyone who wasn't Gon. "Leorio and I have a project to work on so we will also be heading to my place." Kurapika began to gather everyone's wrappers and put them on his tray to throw away. "Wait but I don't want to go home yet." Gon pouted like a child. "Well you can't come with us." Leorio crossed his arms. Gon looked over at killua who was now beginning to stand up. Gon grabbed killua's hand, stopping him for a moment. "I'll come with you and help you clean up." Gon said with a wide smile.

Killua only agreed to letting Gon come over because one of his brothers doesn't leave the basement, and his other two siblings weren't home so he figured it would be ok. The two boys hadn't had alone time yet all week. They walked down Killua's street and once again Gon was impressed with the houses surrounding him. "Are you ok? Ever since your brothers got home you've been acting gloomy." Gon said as he worried about his friend. "Yeah I'm ok, just miss having more freedom." Killua said plastering a smile on his face. "I'll cheer you up when we get to your place." Gon smirked, Killua blushed heavily and shifted his eyes to look at the ground.

Once they had made it to Killua's house they went straight to his room, this time Killua remembered to lock his door. Despite the reason of them coming here being Killua's dirty room, the room was perfectly clean which surprised Gon since Killua didn't tend to lie to him. "You said your room was dirty." Gon sounded confused. "Well I was uh." Killua said but he was interrupted by Gon pushed him onto the bed. "You shouldn't lie Killua. Liars get punished," He smirked climbing onto of him. Killua's eyes were opened wide with a small smile on his face as he watched Gon get closer. Gon slipped his hand under Killua's shirt and leaned over him so their faces were close enough to feel each others breath. Killua put a hand behind Gon's neck, pulling him into a kiss, he felt small underneath Gon. As they made out Gon's hands slowly made their way around killua's waist then underneath him and slowly downwards. (Making their way to the cheeks it seems 😏) We should take these off." Gon said pulling on the waistband of Killua's pants.

It didn't take long for Killua to be fully naked and Gon with only his little black boxers on. Killua was seated on the edge of the bed and Gon's head was between his legs. Killua was hunched over and his hands were on either sides of Gon's head with hair between his fingers. "You going to fast." Killua muttered. Continuing at the same pace Gon mumbled something but killua couldn't understand since his mouth was full. Gon continued sucking but now he seemed more determined with every lick. Killua took in a large breath of air and Gon took Killua out of his mouth with a pop and then swallowed what had just filled his mouth. "I told you to slow down." Killua said flicking Gon in the middle of his forehead. Gon let out a chuckle, he wiped the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand as stood up to tower over Killua. "That's no way to thank someone Killua." Right in front of his face was Gon's hard member covered up by his boxers making a tent. Killua despite having touching Gon here multiple times before seemed almost as if he was scared of its size. He put a hand on it and leaned forward, kissing it through the fabric. "This won't be enough." Gon said pushing Killua backwards onto the bed and flipping up his legs and stood between them.

Gon told Killua to open his mouth and shoved his fingers into his mouth. Killua twirled his tongue around them. Gon took the wet fingered and pressed them into Killua's hole. Killua arched his back, his body began to heat up inside. Gon scissored the two fingers that were in Killua in order to stretch the hole. After a couple minutes, Killua looked at Gon with a sweaty, desperate face, earning a smirk from Gon. Gon slipped off his boxers and lined himself up, killua wrapped his legs around Gon's waist and interlocking his feet which made Gon fold over onto Killua burying his face into the pale boys neck. "Are you ready? Just tell me to stop if you need to." Gon's voice was muffled, it sounded calm and comforting to Killua. Killua's arms and legs were now completely wrapped around Gon which they both liked, he nodded but was still nervous.

Gon slowly pressed himself into the boy underneath him. Killua bit his tongue to suppress what he couldn't tell if it was a moan from pain or pleasure. Once Gon was all the way in he paused for a moment to allow Killua to adjust, he knew his friend was too prideful to tell him to stop so he made sure to give Killua some time. Killua wasn't expecting this feeling, he felt so full and his emotions started to boil inside him. He was a bit teary eyed from the slight pain. "I'm in love with you." He blurted out instantly regretting it, he was so caught up in all the emotions that were filling him. Gon was surprised that killua had said something so sappy that he had gone completely silent and still. Gon was still buried deep in killua's neck as he blushed and a wide grin crept onto his face. Killua heart was beating ten times faster and his already watery eyes began to overflow. He sniffled and Gon began to raised his head as he grew concerned but killua's hands pulled his head back into him. Gon grunted and killua continued to hug him as he struggled to try and meet his face with killua's. "Common. Let me go!" Gon raised his voice, he was the one who wanted to be pulling killua into a hug. Killua immediately unhooked his legs and pulled in his hands causing Gon to jolt up from the sudden release of pressure.

In a dark bedroom there were two boys, one laying on the bed and the other straddling him. One with a sad expression and the other greatly concerned for his friend. Gon wiped killua's cheek with one had and cupped it. "I'm sorry, you can keep going. Ignore what I said." Killua muttered, his voice cracking while he wiping up the tears that continued to flow out of him. The room was quiet. Gon got off and sat beside killua and faced him. Killua sat up and stared forward, away from Gon who was looking at him. Gon pulled killua into a hug and they shifted to face each other, they intertwined their legs and put their foreheads together. Killua got the blanket that was on his bed and wrapped it around them. they sat in silence as Killua began to take control of his emotions again. "I'm in love with you too." Gon smiled and they both looked up to make eye contact. "I love you as more then a friend." Killua cupped Gon's cheek and they looked into each other's eyes. "Well I hope so." Gon said softly placing his hand on top of Killua's. Gon turned his face and gave the palm of the hand a kiss which cased Killua to blush and he use his other hand to cover his face. Gon giggled at how cute Killua's reaction was.

"I don't want you to cry and I want, no. I need to know why your family coming home is making you so sad and anxious." Gon said pulling Killua into a hug, now both their faces were on each others shoulders. "Ok, but I've never really talked about these things before." Killua's words were quiet and seemed small to Gon which made him worry as to why this topic was so hard for Killua to talk about.