Our true feelings {tsukikage}

❣︎chapter 12❣︎

*WARNING THERE ARE SOME......
IMAGES＼( ･_･) I am ashamed of, AND A LITTLE BIT OF LANGUAGE LMAO*

𝕂𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕪𝕒𝕞𝕒-

After sulking in my room for 2 hours I went for a walk, I don't know how far I walked because I saw some-offbrand sangwoo lookin ass chasing a dude with curly hair who was screeching "AHHHH GERMS" like a girl

I also saw Jesus with some kid he must've kid napped because he was half his hight. I thought Jesus didn't sin? Maybe I'm just wrong. I ignore sangwoo and Jesus and keep walking

It was quite funny. I pulled out my phone to check the time and saw it was 7:35. I decided to get something to eat and text John I was getting food on the way home so they didn't have to worry about me eating.

Honestly, John is already a lot like a dad to me, he's very weird. He's also very competitive with game night, I learned that. He's not perfect, none of us are but that's why it actually feels like a complete family now.

I mean before with Hinata, and my mom it was still family but now it feels more complete. I've grown to like John and his weird was of doing some things. Like he way he makes Oreo pie with yogurt, damn that shits good.

Once I got home unsurprisingly shoyo was there, I guess john could tell something was wrong, i told him I was ok.

It somehow led to me telling him how great full I am now that he's in my life. Things somehow got really emotional, Hinata was crying just watching it happen.

It was fun tonight....yet somehow
I still couldn't tsukishima off my Mind.

I told them I was going to sleep and Hinata came with me.
"How're you doing?" He asked as soon as he closed my door.
I opened my mouth to form words but nothing came out

"Well at least just tell me about your night, yeah?" He smiled, I nodded and we went to sit on my bed

"I saw sangwoo and Jesus today, when I went for a walk" I sat with a completely neutral face. He bursts out laughing
"BAHAHAHA" I rolled my eyes and smiled at his silliness.

He kept laughing and rolled off the bed with a thud, this time it was my turn to laugh. While I was laughing me and shoyo got frightened by a sudden yell "go to sleep!" Said both mom and John in union

We scurried under my blankets before silently laughing again.
I can always count on Hinata to make me feel better, I mean himself is like the sun.

(OMG I CAME UP WITH A PERFECT IDEA TO ADD TO THIS OMGGGGG YALL MIGHT NOT LIKE IT AND THATS WHY I HAVE TO ADD IT)

Shoyo-

I didn't fall asleep yet, I was thinking about everything that's happened since I met kageyama, there's actually something that nobody knows and it's that me and kags actually dated before he came out to his parents.

I loved him and I still love him but now it's like a brother I have to protect for the rest of my life, I thought back on the memories, we did the things every couple did

We kissed-