𝕋𝕚𝕞𝕖
𝕋𝕤𝕦𝕜𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕚𝕞𝕒
I feel like shit for what happened. I decided to listen to music but the worst song that could've came on right now, came on.
It was 'time' by nf
Even if we both break down tonight and you say to hate me and we go to bed angry
I know everything will be alright
I'll be here waiting I promise I'm changing
I just need..
A little time to Show you I'm worth it I know that I can be a difficult person.
I'm a stress case, drive you up the wall when I'm workin'
Actually, I'm probably worse when I'm not you don't deserve it.
Make you nervous cause you know imma break soon,
every time I do I say something that hurts you
Actin like I'm gone but we're both in the same room
I don't like to be wrong which I know you relate to
And I know I make you feel like your at the end of your road
That's when I look at you and tell you I'd be better alone
That's just the pride talking, isn't it?
I'm the definition of "wreck" if you look into my soul
Comes out the most when I feel I'm in a vulnerable place
Made a lot of mistakes wish I knew how to erase
When I'm afraid, might get distant and I push you away
But no matter the case, imma do whatever it takes-
Before anymore of the song could play I turned it off, it was as if the song was me and kags relationship right now
And I wasn't in the mood to get reminded of that again.
I knew what I had to do. I had to apologize to him to make things right.
𝕂𝕒𝕘𝕖𝕪𝕒𝕞𝕒
I was watching a movie, I was the only one in my house because mom and John went out and for some strange reason shoyo went with them
My phone dinged but I didn't want to get my hopes up thinking it was tsukishima.
It was my mom, she said they were going to stop and get food before they came home and asked me if I wanted from Panera bread, papa johns,(lmao) or Taco Bell.
Since I don't like Taco Bell and I love pizza I chose papa johns and she got me my own pepperoni pizza (y'all now I'm hungry)
I got another text and this time it said
"Kei❤️"
I thought I was hallucinating but after pinching myself I found out indeed it was real.
I quickly opened my phone to see what he texted me
Kei❤️- hey I know you probably hate me now but can you please meet me at the park in 10 minutes, I want to talk
