《𝑷𝒔𝒚𝒄𝒉𝒐 𝒏𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒓》- 𝙃𝙮𝙪𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙣 𝙛𝙛

episode 19

"Why have you been avoiding me?!" He looked at me impatiently for an answer.

"I.. hmmmm...I dont know?!" I seriously didn't know what to say to him, because I get too embarrassed when i see him? Because of a stupid kiss that he probably didnt even mean it? Because all he does is use me whenever he wants? Yes.

"You dont know?" He looked at me in disbelief, he knew i was lying. He sighed and stepped closer but my body didnt move back.

His hand touched my face softly and said , "was it because i kissed you?" He said half whispering as he looked down at my lips.

Whattt i thought he didn't remember anything.

My silence answered his question.

He smirked with pleasure seeing me like this. He held my face in place while he moved his head closer to my face.

I know what he wants.

He was now few centimeters away.

Just as he was about to connect our lips i turned my head to the side.

Im not gonna let him have me just like that anymore, he doesn't even put any meaning in these kisses. I dont wanna be another one of hoes.

My sudden action made him surprised. He looked at me perplexed. His eyebrows raised in confusion.

He totally wasn't expecting that...

"Why-" I cut him off.
"Just stop!" I shouted.

"Huh wha-"

"Just stop doing these! Stop using me like that, i see how you bring those hoes to ur house sometimes at night time! I dont wanna be like them! I dont wanna get wasted by you"

"But-"

"Yes i admit i like you but why are you treating me like this!?"

"Shut up-"

"NO I WONT JUST LET ME GO"

He looked so angry, why? I am the one who should be.

I moved away from him and walked behind him to reach the door.

I opened it but before I could take another step a hand closed it immediately before i could even react.

I knew its him so i didnt turn around and just faced the door.

"Why? Whyy? JUST WHY DONT U LET ME BE AT PEACE ? YOU'RE JUST MAKING IT HARDER FOR ME TO NOT FALL FOR YOU EVEN MORE"

Shit I've said it.

There was a long pause.

I felt awkward, is he even behind me still? Huh what do I do, but i heard some weird soft noises.

What do I dooo??

And my dumbass turned to see.

But my heart shattered.

Hyunjin...

He was...

Crying..?

He was looking at the ground, his tears dropping one by one silently. I swallowed hard. Seeing him cry is making me feel guilty for some weird reason. Why is he crying for? Was i too harsh? Huh wait what?

"Hey i-" i tried to console him but his sidden broken voice caught me off guard.

"Are you gonna leave me too?" His voice trembled and made my heart ache.

"You all say that you love me but leave me at the end" his voice was filled with so much pain i couldn't take it anymore.

"I'm not gonna leave you- its the way you treat me ... makes me feel like a useless object,  you touch me without consent and also sure that you kissed me without any feelings, i Just cant deal with it anymore! It hurts too much" now my eyes also started filling up with tears.