Bryce Hall Is A Fuckboy

Stop, don't do it.

⚠️Trigger Warning: In this chapter there will be references of self-harm and suicidal thoughts. Do not keep reading if you're affected by any of these topic.⚠️

❤If you are in emotional distress or suicidal crisis, you are not alone. Call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255 to speak with a trained counselor. It's free, confidential, and available 24/7❤
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Recap:

Y/N: "Where's Jaden?"
Jsh: "I don't know I thought he was still sleeping.."

I panicked and ran back up to Jaden's room. I grabbed my phone and picked it up to call Jaden. I was about to call when I looked to my right and saw his hoodie on the floor with a piece of paper in the pocket sticking out. I got up and got the folded piece of paper and opened it up to read it.

*thoughts*

⚠️Trigger Warning: Skip to the next warning if you are affected by suicidal and self harm references⚠️

I am tired of this. I try to stop.. But it helps stop. The pain. I have a pretty good life to most people. I have fans that rely on me. My dreams came true. Making music. But its too much pressure. I can't anymore. So if i ever go missing. Don't come looking for me. Don't care for me. I didn't have that good of a life anyway. Even if you come looking for me... it doesn't matter. I probably jumped off a cliff.. A bridge. Maybe I threw myself in the middle of traffic. Got ran over. Overdosed in drugs. Drowned. Suffocated. Hung myself. Shot myself in my head. You see so many things could've happened. And you wouldn't know. I'd be gone before you found out. So if I'm ever gone, don't come looking. I'm-

It stopped. I guess he never finished writing. But he is right he could've killed himself already. And I wouldn't know. And it could've been all MY fault.

Josh's POV:

Jsh: "Hey! Y/N! He isn't picking up his phone! Come on I'm going to go look for him at the studio"
Y/N: "Coming"

I walked outside and got in the car. I tuned it on and saw Y/N walking out the door. She got in and the entire ride to the studio she wouldn't stop shaking her leg. When we got to the studio there wasn't anyone there.

Your POV:

We left the studio once we realized he was there and I just couldn't stop thinking about the bad feeling I had since I read the note. I quickly decided to tell Josh to turn and drive by the 6th Street Viaduct Bridge.

Y/N: "Hey you know that 6th Street Viaduct Bridge?"
Jsh: "Yeah why."
Y/N: "Go their like just drive by it."
Jsh: "You dont think he would do you?"

⚠️Trigger Warning: Skip to the next warning if you are affected by suicidal and self harm references⚠️

Y/N: "Yeah I do. I found a note in the pocket of his hoodie. He was basically saying that he was tired, that he couldn't take it anymore. Then he began talking about how he could disappear, kill himself and no one would notice or even care. He said he could shoot himself. Or hang himself, overdose, drown, suffocate. Jump off a building or jump in traffic. and I've had a bad feeling about it."

Josh nods and then he turns to drive past the bridge.. and as much as I wished that I wasn't right, we saw someone sitting at the edge dress in black.

Y/N: "... Oh my go- please tell me that's not Jaden..."

Josh tried to pull over. We got off the car and we quickly ran to Jaden and slowed our pace when we got closer.

Y/N: "Jaden?"
Jsh: "J? Come on. Please."

He slowly looked up and turned his head to look at me and Josh. He smiled and got closer to the edge. Josh began walking closer and faster. Jaden began tearing up.. and he looked back at me and tried talking to me... Saying something.