Tears Of Pain (Bakugou x Villain Reader) Completed

song

Ive been listening to music lately. It's been helping me a lot but I ran into one that I just can't get out my head. It's not a happy song. It's actually really depressing. It's by hollywood undead.

My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

Gone too far, yeah, I'm gone again
It's gone on too long, tell you how it ends
I'm sitting on the edge with my two best friends
One's a bottle of pills, and one's a bottle of gin
I'm 20 stories up, yeah, up at the top
I polished off this bottle, now it's pushing me off
Asphalt to me has never looked so soft
I bet my momma found my letter, now she's calling the cops
I gotta take this opportunity before I miss it
'Cause now I hear the sirens and they're off in the distance
Believe me when I tell you that I've been persistent
'Cause I'm more scarred, more scarred than my wrist is
I've been trying too long with too dull of a knife
But tonight I made sure that I sharpened it twice
I never bought a suit before in my life
But when you go to meet God, you know you wanna look nice

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow

My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

We hit the sky, there goes the light
No more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die
A mother and a son and someone you know
Smile at each other and realize you don't
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised
What happened to the father who swore he'd stay
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say
Now momma feels guilt, yeah, momma feels pain
When you were young and never thought you'd die
Found that you could, but too scared to try
Looked in the mirror and you said goodbye
Climbed to the roof to see if you could fly

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow
Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow

My legs are dangling off the edge
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend
I think I'll slit my wrist again, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone
My legs are dangling off the edge
A stomach full of pills didn't work again
I'll put a bullet in my head, and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone

I wish that I could fly way up in the sky
Like a bird so high, oh, I might just try
I wish that I could fly way up in the sky
Like a bird so high, oh, I might just try
Oh, I might just try

I wish I could fly. With how things are going. It may just be easier to jump and die. I know it isn't right and it would make me weak if I did but it's hard sometimes.

Especially when your alone. I wish I never would have betrayed ua. I wish I would have strived to be better.

Slowly I walked to the roof of ua highschool.

Here I am again. Same place as always. I'm not going to jump no matter how much I want to but I do want to look at the view.

It's beautiful up here.

I look over the ledge. I imagined my self dead. Lifeless body on the ground. Tears fell down my face.

I don't want to die. Not yet but I do want to. Why can't I make my mind up!

I wipe my tears and walk back down to the classroom. Here is another boring day at ua highschool. Where every student and teacher hates me.