"I have barely been sleeping; two three hours a day at the most. I figure it’s my minds fault; never turning off. I have this suspicion that maybe if I write what is on my mind then it can rest; then I can rest. This is sort of my little experiment, you could say. If I am actually going to do this then I have to start from the source of the reason why I am sleep deprived. First the basics; my name is Lynda and this is my first entry. " Lynda is going to take herself back to the beginning where she believes she could find a way to fix her broken life.