dear cedric ꨄ

four.

dear cedric,

hi, ced. im writing to you from hogwarts. everyone keeps apologizing like its their fault. even draco gave me some nice words. it feels so weird not having him bully me. i miss when he would call me names and then youd yell at his ass. his pathetic self would always scramble off somewhere or he'd threaten to tell his father.

its so lonely at the hufflepuff table without you. sometimes neville longbottom comes over to the table during dinner to see if im eating or doing alright. and ron sometimes checks on me during breakfast. never thought he could be so sweet. he'd always laugh at me when i showed emotion.

i cant believe im in my fifth year, it feels so weird. i still dont know what i want to be once i graduate. i heard the twins talking about how they wanted to start some sort of shop. you know, for their pranks and products. the twins have been trying to keep me happy, joking and things. sometimes it does work.

i just dont know why i cant get over you. i wish i could. i hate these feelings. all i ever feel is sadness and anger.. i even lashed out on cho chang accidentally. i apologized after but i had already done the damage.

i better head off to bed now. i have potions with snape and you know how he is.

goodnight, cedric.

- amelie quinn