Baby Briana

Chapter 12 - Losing Control

The next morning's session with Veronica was a reminder about wearing pullups and reporting any accidents she'd had. She sat in her heavy, soaked diaper on Veronica's lap and wondered how things had gotten to where they were. She couldn't even protest wearing incontinence gear, especially at night.

There was always the option of taking back the 'permission' she'd granted Veronica to force her into pullups during the day. Briana wasn't sure what that would accomplish though. She would feel more in control, right up to the point where she had another accident in her pants.

"Honestly, everyone has been doing crazy stuff to help me. Erin totally rescued me yesterday. Suzie cheered me up. Nobody has made me feel bad about it at all." Briana thought as she had her post-counseling shower.

Feeling hopeful, she gamely put on a pair of alphabet pullups. Leggings and jeans were a little too risky, especially if she leaked. Briana searched her skirts. Everything seemed either too long for early summer or too short for a pullup. She settled on a blue pleated skirt with a roll of her eyes.

"Why don't I put my hair in pigtails while I'm at it?"

A low-cut blouse in pale green and a cute jacket helped restore some of her confidence. She took extra care with her makeup, eyeing herself in the mirror. "I look hot! Nobody will think I'm in a pullup. Might as well go all the way and complete the look."

Briana pulled on a pair of thigh high stockings and grinned. The outfit was sure to turn some heads. Exactly what she needed! She hurried down the stairs to gulp down some breakfast.

Jane was in the kitchen, sipping a cup of tea. "Good morning Briana. Can you come here for a minute?"

Briana set her toast cooking and head over. "What's up?"

"A quick check." Jane slid her hand up Briana's skirt and patted her pullup. "Good."

"Hey!" Briana shouted.

"Veronica asked me to check." Jane said. "I think it's a good idea too."

"You could ask me." Briana said.

"I could, but I didn't." Jane shrugged. "That's quite the outfit you have on. Do you have a date with Casey today?"

"No." Briana buttered her toast. "I wanted to look good."

Jane raised a brow. "Well let's not take it any further than what you've got on."

"Why do you care what I wear?" Briana asked, biting her toast aggressively at Jane.

"Veronica asked us to watch out for mood and behavior swings." Jane said. "I've seen the club-wear you have. You're not leaving the house in any of that right now."

"Oh my god!" Briana scoffed.

"Don't push it, or you'll get a spanking and a change of outfit." Jane declared.

Briana hesitated on the edge of a retort. The memory of being spanked by Jane was still fresh enough to make her butt tingle. She elected to finish her toast instead.

"Smart girl." Jane said. "Don't forget a spare pullup."

"Bye Dad!" Briana rolled her eyes as she snagged her lunch and hurried to the door. The spare pullup was in her purse, Veronica had put it there last night.

There were no labs today. Briana breezed through her lectures, feeling much more relaxed than the day before. She even managed to forget her pullup. After a couple of hours sitting in class, the sensation faded to the background.

After class, she decided to stay on campus for a while. It was a beautiful day, soft breeze and brilliant sun. The quad was packed but Briana found an outdoor table next to the cafeteria and watched the butterflies flirt with the flowers.