IRL !
she spent most the day in online lectures and dealing with a ton of messages from lucas, which megan had been putting off replying to but they had grown aggressive she felt she had to respond. safe to say, he wasn't to happy with her and corpse's developing friendship. it was coming up to the time for her among us stream. she was insanely nervous. not only because of lucas's almost guaranteed to be negative reaction to it, much like he has to basically everything she did. but also because of the people she would be streaming with crazy big youtubers streamers like jacksepticeye, moistcr1tikal or charlie, sykkuno, valkyrae, disguisedtoast. dream was another person she'd learnt was a part of the lobby. it was weird to think that she'd be speaking to him for the first time some way other than through her brother and wilbur.
it was now quarter to eight and she was trying to psych herself up for the stream. she was all ready to go, she just had to hit 'start streaming'.
MESSAGES !
megs❤️
wilwil
willlllllllllll
wilbur
wil💛
meegggsss
you alright?megs❤️
i'm about to do my among
us stream and i'm scaredwil💛
how come?megs❤️
dude, do you realise who's
in this lobby with me?wil💛
okay fair enough. but you
know corpse and you know
dream.. kinda, well not really
but close enoughmegs❤️
i don't know him at all! he
just knows you and tommy
but not me!wil💛
it'll be alright, just be
yourself and they'll love
you. remember that they're
people just like you and memegs❤️
you're such a softie oh my
god.but thank you :)
i'm still shitting myself though
wil💛
shut up, i'm 'ard as nailsyou'll be amazing! good
luck, megs, i'm just a
call or text away xxmegs❤️
thanks wil xxIRL !
megan set her phone down and ran a hand through her hair. her eyes closed as she took a deep breath calmed herself down. she heard running in the hallway and suddenly her door was being pulled open and tommy's head poked in.
"good luck in your stream!" he grinned encouragingly at his sister, knowing she was nervous, "it'll go awesome, after all, you're gonna be there." he shrugged as if what he was saying was as true as a blue sky.
she chuckled, nerves easing off of her slightly at his words, "thanks, kid."
he nodded with big smile, "now, come on! start the stream before you get all scared again."
"okay, okay," she waved him off, and he gave her one final grin and thumbs up before leaving and closing the door behind him. megan spun around in her chair to face her desk again and grabbed the mouse. after double-checking her stream settings, she hit play on her playlist and shakily moved the mouse so the cursor hovered over the 'start streaming' button and shut her eyes tightly and left-clicked it. the second she did, she let out a breath. it's fine, she'd done this before, it'd all be fine.

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FanfictionTW - abusive relationship megan always watched her brother's success from the sidelines. she'd help him with videos, thumbnails, and dealing with his online presence growing at a daunting rate. but her existence was never revealed to...