MY MUSE

5

IN THE BASEMENT :

I was lying down on the floor my hands were handcuffed " NORMAL PEOPLE ARE NOT HANDCUFFED EVERYDY" I was actually speaking nonsense "IF HE DIED IT WILL BE END OF ME HIS MEN WILL KILL ME AND IF I RAN AWAY I WILL ENDUP IN JAIL FOR BEING A MURDERER " then I sighed in total disappointment "FUCK U ALL " i screamed my lungs out and a man come running "HAVE U LOST YOUR STUPID MIND " I looked at him and get up in a sitting position :YES TOTALLY SO BETTER STAY OUT OF HERE" I shouted he was about to say something but a man come and said something in his ear and he nodded in response "GET UP TIME FROM SOME LESSON" shit I think he is dead and they are about to kill me in open sky to give their boss tribute he came inside and hold me from my arm and drag me outside "WHERE ARE U TAKING ME ATLEAST ASK ME WHAT IS MY LAST WISH" but he didn't replied oh god forgive me for killing a human that's my last wish he bring me to the same room where i shoot their boss "ARE U PEOPLE GONNA KILL ME IN THE SAME ROOM " but as I entered the room i saw the boss lying on the bed bandage on his arm his eyes were close "YOU ARE ALIVE" i shouted in happiness he just smiled while his eyes closed "YOU ARE HERE" he softly spoked "GUARD STAND OUTSIDE " the guard look a bit tense "BUT SIR IF SHE TRIED TO DO SOMTHING" he said "THEN I WILL SHOOT HER RIGHT AWAY YOU DONT NEED TO WORRY" chill people i also will not do anything one experience is enough now I will just look for a way to run the guard exited the room leaving both of us alone again "COME SIT HERE " he patted on the place next to him "NO THANX I AM GOOD HERE " i looked at him irritatedly "YOU TRIED TO KILL ME NOW ATLEAST PAYBACK ME " what the hell what should i do "YOU THINK TOO MUCH" he said and finally open his eyes his deep stare "OK " i have no other choice i just sit in front of him "I THOUGHT U ARE A NICE GIRL BUT U WERE ABOUT TO BE A MURDERER " he said while looking at me "NO ITS NOT THAT IF U DONT TRY TO GET CLOSE TO ME THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED " "WHAT DO U WANT Y/N" did he just call my name he know my name ofcourse just like you know the name of product you buy he also came to know about my name "I WANNA BE FREE " "THEN BE " he said "HOW CAN I " "IF YOU JUST MAKE THIS ONE THING CLEAR IN YOUR MIND THAT YOU WILL BE FOREVER WITH ME " i really blank out at his statement "NO WHATS THE REASON WHY YOU JUST BUY ME JUST GIVE ME THIS ANSWER" he looked down "I CANT " i cant take this anymore "THEN LET ME TELL YOU I WILL NOT STAY I WILL RUN AWAY WHEN EVER I WILL GET THE CHANCE AND I WILL KEEP ON TRYING AND IF YOU TRY TO DO SMTHING WITH ME I WILL KILL MYSELF " "SORRY Y/N BUT YOU WILL NEVER MAKE OUT OF HERE " "YOU SHOULD JUST LOCK ME BACK IN THAT LOCK UP " he nodded in a no "NO YOU WILL STAY HERE WILL NOT GO OUT AND TAKE CARE OF ME UNTIL I FULLY RECOVER BECUZ AT THE END THIS HAPPENED BECAUSE OF YOU " i heavely sighed "DO U HAVE ANY PROBLEM MISS " he looked at me "DO I HAVE A OPTION" i looked away "DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE IN YOUR LIFE I MEAN FIRST LOVE " a question out of blue he asked while playing with his fingers "I DONT REMEBER WHIC ONE WAS FIRST " "WHAT DO U MEAN BY WHICH ONE " "I DONT HAVE ONE I USE TO HAVE SO MANY BOYS IN MY LIFE WHAT ABOUT YOU " i asked confeidently "WHY SO MANY" "WHY IS THAT HAVE SOMTHING TO DO WITH YOU " i grithed my teeth in anger he offensively looked at me "I ONLY HAVE MY FIRST LOVE IN MY HEART AND LOOK AT YOU " "WHATS WRONG WITH ME WHAT CAN I DO IF BOYS HIT ME DAILY" i smirked "DO U REMEBER WHO HIT U FOR THE FIRST TIME " "NAH I DONT HAVE THAT MUCH TIME " i spit out "YOU ARE SO BOLD AND STRAIGHTFORWARD WERE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THIS " "YUP WHY IRRITATED ALREADY" i give him a fake smile "NO HOW CAN I " whatever "DO YOU WANT TO EAT SOMTHING YOU ARE HUNGRY FROM LAST NIGHT " hmm good question "YES BUT I WILL NOT EAT ANYTHING HERE WHAT IF YOU GIVE ME DRUGS INDIRECTLY" he laughed at my answer "YOU ARE SO DRAMATIC I THINK YOU WATCH ALOT OF MOVIES " "WHATEVER U WANNA THINK" he just open his drawer and took out a packet of chips and biscuits and throw them at me "WHATS THIS FOR" "YOU SAID YOU WILL NOT EAT ANYTHING BECAUSE IF YOU WILL I WILL GIVE U SOME DRUGS SO EAT THIS PACKET FOOD " logic accepted "MY HANDS " I showed him my handcuffed hands "THEY HANDCUFFED YOU AGAIN " he then took out a key so he have a key of everything "COME CLOSER I CANT MOVE FROM MY PLACE " I move forward he put the key in but was not moving it to open the handcuffs I was waiting for him to open but when he didn't I looked up in anger but found his face so close to mine "IF I DONT OPEN THIS WE WILL STAY IN THIS POSITION AND I LIKE TO BE IN THIS POSITION " "NO WE WILL NOT I WILL BE HAPILY STARVING WITH HANDCUFFS" "OK FINE HOW CAN I STARVE YOU HERE U GO" he opened them finally then i go back and sit on the corner of bed I opened the packet and started eating "IF YOU KEEP ON STARING AT ME I WILL NOT FEEL COMFORTABLE IN EATING" I said without looking at him "THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS ROOM MORE BEAUTIFUL THEN YOU SO HOW CAN I STOP MYSELF " his answers just make me speechless he flirt in every word of his "WHAT'S YOUR NAME?" he become super excited receiving question from myside "FINALLY YOU ASKED YOU NEVER ASKED MY NAME BUT I ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU " I looked at him confusedly giving him weird look "I MEAN SINCE YOU CAME HERE" he cleared his throat "OK" i said "JUNGKOOK CALL ME JUNGKOOK " I nodded "FIRST TIME SEEING SOMEONE SO HAPPY TELLING THEIR OWN NAME" I said while eating "ITS NOT ABOUT MY NAME ITS ABOUT THE PERSON I AM TELLING MY NAME " me I pointed my finger towards me fine lets go with this. I finished the food and put the wrappers in dustbin and then sit on the same position "U DONT WANNA SLEEP " he asked "NO" "IF U WANT TO YOU CAN SLEEP HERE NEXT TO ME" what the hell "I WOULD PREFER SITTING HERE ALL NIGHT" "OK YOUR CHOICE GOOD NIGHT AND DONT TRY TO GO OUT THE GUARDS ARE STANDING OUTSIDE THIS ROOM" he closed his eyes , obiviously I can never sleep this is moment i have to look for a way to get out of here I should just wait for some time until he goes in deep sleep . Waiting for him to sleep his question start coming in my mind "WHO HIT AT ME FOR THE FIRST TIME" I give it so many thoughts the first time I got hit was on my 18th birthday but it was not from some person I just received a letter

FLASHBACK:

18 birthday morning i woke up get ready to go to school I always use to check mail box before I leave for school that day i also checked and to my surprise there was letter for me but it didn't had my name on it and neither the senders name it just says "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUSE" and there was a drawing of a boy putting a letter in a mail box "SO WHERE IS THIS MAIL BOY ?" i said to myself and looked here and there .