MY MUSE

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PRESENT:

"AND I THOUGHT THEY WERE FROM DIFFERENT PEOPLE" he looked at me in disbelief "SERIOUSLY YOU THOUGHT EYERYDAY A DIFFERENT PERSON SEND U FLOWERS" i nodded "THAT WHY I TOLD U SO MANY PEOPLE USE TO HIT AT ME " he started laughing "THAT MEANS ALL THIS TIME IT WAS ONLY ME WHO HIT AT U " like seriously wth "BUT STILL U ARE NOT THE FIRST ONE TO HIT AT ME " i said confeidently "DID U RECIEVED A LETTER ON YOUR 18 BIRTHDAY WHICH SAID HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUSE" "YES BUT HOLD UP A SEC HOW DID U KNOW " i asked confusedl he smiled proudly "BECAUSE IT WAS FEOM ME U ARE SLOW WITTED I ALWAYS USE THE CODE WORD "MY MUSE" STILL U NEVER GET IT" am i that stupid "U ARE SERIOUSLY SOMETHING I NEVER KNEW THOSE ALL WERE FROM U " i said "MAYBE BECAUSE I WAS NOT THAT IMPORTENT IN YOUR LIFE AND ITS OK BECAUSE HOW CAN A PERSON U MET TWO TIMES BEACK IN 2014 CAN BE IMPORTENT " "AT LEAT U SHOULD HAVE EXPLAIN ME THIS A BIT EARLIER " i said while eating chocolate "I THOUGHT U WILL FIGURE IT OUT ON YOUR OWN " and i thought my brain was fast but it was not even this fast that i could recognize someone "SO IN THE END U KEEP ON HITTING AT ME AND NOW WHAT U JUST SAID WAS THAT TRUE " he looked at me acting to be clueless "SAID WHAT" "WHAT U JUST SAID INSIDE " "HMMM LET ME THINK OH YES I LOVE U" i looked away why is he so bold "WHAT HAPPENED DO U WANT ME TO SAY THAT AGAIN " i looked at him "NO I WANT TO ASK U SINCE WHEN U HAVE THESE TYPE OF --- U KNOW" why am i buffering "U WANT TO ASK SINCE WHEN I HAVE THESE FEELING FOR U SO THE ANSWER IS SINCE I SAW U FOR THE FIRST TIME " was there another first time "AND WHEN WAS THAT " i asked "WHEN U USE TO VISIT CHURCH EVERY FRIDAY I USE TO WAIT WHOLE WEEK FOR FRIDAY THEN U USE TO COME WITH YOUR MOTHER AND I USE TO COME WITH MY GRANDMOTHER I THINK U WERE 17 THAT TIME BECAUSE U ARE 6 MONTHS YOUNGER THEN ME " my mouth hunged open i cant believe i never thought that there will be someone who will love me for this long time i just feel so blessed "I DONT HAVE WORDS BECAUSE NO WORDS CAN EXPLAIN MY SITUATION " he put his hand on my shoulder "I KNOW " he said ,he his insane for this "CAN I HUG U" i said because i just dont understand what to do "NO U CANT " he said while hesitating "WHY ? " i asked as i was confuse "U WILL HUG ME THEN MY HEART WILL COME OUT OF MY CHEST U ONLY LOOK AT ME IN THE EYES AND MY HEART START BEATING FASTLY" i started laughing finding it cute "YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLE " we both look at each and then burst in laughter until we realize there was a third person the liberarien he looked at both of us especially jungkook because of his gangster appearence we didn't realize then its been 3 hours since we came here now its 8 am "U BOTH WANT TO ISSUE A BOOK " he asked because that can be only reason that a person will sit on the stairs of library this early jungkook stand up but it was clear that person was afraid of him so i thought i should speak "NO SIR ACTUALLY WE WERE JUST LEAVING THANKU" with that we leave that place to the place he parked his car .My thoughts started to divert what am i doing going in that house again and my foot steps automatically stopped he was walking beside me and looked at me when i stopped "WHAT HAPPENED ?" he questioned "I DONT WANT TO GO BACK I DONT WANT TO BE LOCKED AGAIN I KNOW MY UNCLE TRICKED U AND THAT U BOUGHT ME AND ALL THAT BUT LEGALLY ITS AGAINST MY WILL NO ONE CAN TALK FOR ME OR MAKE DEAL FOE ME I AM AN ADULT" he stared at me and then break the silence