MY MUSE

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While driving he was quite the whole time until we reached our destination i looked outside it was a library he then get out of the car and came to my side and open the car door signaling me to come out "JUST THIS ONE TIME DONT TRY TO RUN AWAY " he said while looking at me "COMEON NOW " he suddenly hold my hand "BUT WHERE" i asked but he didn't replied and started moving in the direction of library we entered the library it was empty not a single person and of course there will be no one in a library at 5:00 am "MIND TELLING ME ARE WE GONNA FIND THE ANSWER OF MY QUESTIONS IN BOOKS" i said with irritation "NO SIT HERE " he asked me to sit on a chair "HAVE YOU EVER CAME TO THIS LIBRARY BEFORE" "I DONT KNOW I THINK NO MAYE YES I DONT REMEMBER" he sighed "OK JUST WAIT HERE I WILL RIGHT BACK" he then walked in the other direction leaving me alone the place where i was sitting was under straight sunlight "WHERE DID U GO HELLO " i looked here and there to look for him then i saw him sitting two lines leaving on the third row on third seat facing me "WHAT ARE U DOING " i wanted to say it loudly but my brain start giving me some flash backs a young boy sitting in his place looking at me shyly then i put my hand on my left side to block the sunlight that was the one in my life about whom i didn't knew very well but was still there i never knew his name he was the selfless shadow in my life , then jungkook get up from that seat and start walking in the direction i was sitting just like that boy my thoughts were mixed, it was like everything stopped i have already been here yes i use to study here and that boy, Is jungkook that boy? no way how is that possible then he came near my table and put a can but instead of walking away he sat in front of me my mind already confirmed that it will be cold coffee still i picked it up to check and i was 100percent correct this is cold coffee and this man is that boy i looked at him confused and lost "Y/N DO U REMEMBER ME NOW" i just don't have answer i am completely speechless "HOW IN THE WORLD IS THIS POSSIBLE " "EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE WHEN THERE IS LOVE " he said with the purest smile "WHAT DO U MEAN ?" i asked "I LOVE YOU Y/N I HAD ALWAYS LOVED YOU " this was just so much information for my small brain did he just confessed his feeling "I KNOW IT WILL TAKE SOME TIME TO PROCESS ALL THIS" he opened the lit of can "HERE U GO" i saw him then the coffee from someone who just put the coffee on the table and ran away to someone sitting in front of me opening it for me how can someone change so much

Sitting outside the library on the stairs i was still not over the fact that i meet the shy boy from 2014 again in 2020 and things are more critical because he don't look like that boy and plus he just confessed to me "WHAT ARE U THINKING" jungkook came and sit next to me "NOTHING" a black lie "I BROUGHT THIS " he handed over me a chocolate "CHOLCOLATE FOR WHAT?" he put his hand under his chin "FOR EATING OFCOURSE I THINK U ARE STILL CONFUSE " "OFCOURSE I AM DUMBFOUNDED " "OK SO GO AHEAD ASK ME ANYTHING I WILL HELP U GET OVER THIS CONFUSE STATE" he said with a smile.

y/n: "are u really that coffee boy from library and the shy boy who was on the cycle"

jungkook: "yup i am your shy and coffee boy " he passed me a smile while pointing at himself

y/n:"but u look so different i mean u are nothing like u were back as much as i remember u cheeks were always red and u cant even look at me properly"

jungkook:" i still cant " he said while staring at me

y/n:"liar what are u doing right now " I said in disbelief in response he laughed

jungkook:"time change people but don't i look better now being a blushing mess is very difficult"

y/n:"no i liked that shy boy more you are dangerous "he raised is eyebrows and give a confused smile

jungkook:"me and dangerous come on from where do i look dangerous"

y/n:" look at your self all these tatooes and black suit and boss of a mafia that's terrifying "

Jungkook:"i cant do anything about my appearance but i bet u like the tatooes " well he was not lying

y/n:" not that much ,but i don't understand this when did u find out that i am the girl u met at the library" i questioned

jungkook:"i always knew that u were that girl i also knew the last time u saw me was when that theif incident happened right ?"

y/n:"no the last time i saw you was when i was leaving in the car for funeral u were standing at the corner " he was taken back by my words

jungkook:"you saw me that day "he said in surprise

y/n:"yes i saw you " i said while unwrapping the chocolate

jungkook:"after that day i saw you again after two years ,in those 2 years many things happened i came to knew my father is leading a mafia and that i will be the next then he got shot in an attack so i became the leader and the first thing i did when i came to power was to track you" now i was taken back by his words

y/n:"you mean you are keeping an eye on me since 2016" I said playfully

jungkook:"not only keeping an eye i use to send you flowers everyday i hope they were recieved by you"

y/n:"what seriously all those years you were the one who send all those bouquets" he nodded proudly

FLASHBACK :

I had a small argument with uncle i use to have these type of arguments almost everyday "HE ALWAYS REUINED MY MOOD" i opened the main door the guard approached me "BEAUTIFUL FROM WHOM TOWHO" i said while looking at beautiful red roses bouquet "MAM IT DONT HAVE ANY NAME " i took the flowers from him "U GO I WILL CHECK " i moved the roses to see if there was any note then i found a small note "TO MY MUSE" who is this muse as long as i know me uncle and his wife we 3 live here uncle wife will never receive these so i will suppose these are for me i took them inside and put them in my room since that day i use to receive different type of flowers everyday .