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21st march 2015,
saturday

i had started thinking of you more often than i wanted to. you were on my mind all the time. i had started noticing everything about you.

i was sad on the days you didn't come to school.

i was happy on the days when i saw you sitting by the window-seat when i got on the bus in the morning.

i was happy by the thought of going to school, because i got to be with you the whole day.

was i starting to like you? yes.

did i hate it? not at all. it felt like the days were brighter, and the world was a happier place to live in.

maybe it felt so good because i was too young to realise what was to come if i let my feelings grow. maybe because i had nothing to fear of, not knowing the consequences of unrequited love.

yet if i were to turn back the time after all this these years, i still wouldn't stop my younger self from falling for you, sim jaeyun.
because you left me with nothing but good memories during my school years.

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