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23rd november 2018,
friday

"ugh i cannot do this anymore, should i just get rejected and put an end to this one-sided love shit?" i groaned, messing up my hair as i stared at jiwon's instagram story. she uploaded your pics very often, and posted the two of you every second day.

me and you barely talked after you told me about jiwon. i avoided coming in your sight in school, and it seemed like you didn't bother reaching out to me either, neither in school, nor on texts.

you hadn't even opened my last message i sent to you 3 weeks ago. yet you were active on social media daily.

and now i was stuck feeling rejected even though i hadn't even confessed to you yet. how could i just tell you that i liked you when you were dating another girl? no way.

and i knew that deciding that i'd confess to you shortly after you broke up with jiwon was useless. because i liked the way things were right now. although i wanted us to grow closer than this, i still liked it.

i liked it because i knew how many efforts i had to put in to get us this close.

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