Chapter 8

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Lisa's P.O.V
Trust is a very big word along with the word love, you really have to be Carefull who you say those two words to. My whole heart was braking at the moment since I saw something I never thought I would. It wasn't the fact that I was upset because a crush of mine didn't return my feelings it was more about how my best friend hurt me. I didn't know what to do, I wanted her to be happy but I also felt very hurt. I peaked my head one more time to only face my eyes to another heart ripping scene, they were kissing, Rose was sitting in her lap and she had her arms around her neck. I tried to hold my self together as I whiped my tears away rushing inside. I didn't want to talk to anyone but I bumped in to Sam's mom.
"Lisa honey? Are you okay?" she asked as I looked at her trying to hold back my tears.
"Oh honey come with me" her mom as she broth me to the living room and handed me a cup of hot chocolate.
"What's up?" she asked, maybe if I talked to her about it she would know how to handle it so I don't lose my friendship with both of them.
"Just a little crush...." I said as I looked down
"On Sam?" she asked making me look at her instantly
"Is it that obvious" I murmered as she smiled
"Don't worry Sam is oblivious to thease kinds of things, but it doesn't take a genius to see that you like her more then a friend" she said making me smile a bit
"But..." she said making me look at her
"My best friend also likes her...." I said quetly
"Have they spent time togheter, have you spent time with Sam?" she asked making me replay the moments I have spent with Sam. They were sweet ones like when the time she was teaching me how to fight or when she was there for me when I was scared but now thinking about it they all seemed like moments she would do for a friend. I bit my lip as I thought of a few times when I have seen her and Rose look at each other.
"I think that she thinks of me as a friend" I said
"And what about her and Rose?" she asked
"I think Sam likes Rose, but they both haven't acted on each others feelings" Well untill tonight
"The reason I got hurt was because I asked Rose if she likes her and she assured me no, then when I tried to talk to Sam about it I saw them kiss" I said
"I don't want to lose the friendship with ether one of them I just need to know how to handle it" I said
"Well best thing to do is when you get back to talk to Rose" I sighed and nodded quickly whiping my tears as both of them walked trough the door
"Where have you been?" Sam's mom asked as Sam looked at her
"Uhh well... Just outside, for a stroll" she said then she noticed me and bent down next to me
"Hey are you okay?" she asker and placed her hand on mine making me hold back even more tears
"Yeah I'm fine" I said nodding as she grabbed my chin looking at me
"You are crying, it can't be nothing" she said and slowly whiped my tears away, gosh my poor heart was about to bounce out of my chest
"What's wrong?" Rose asked as well as she took a seat next to me and praccticly pulled me away from Sam, if I wasn't in love with that tomboy I would think its adorable how jelous Rose is.
"I'll leave you guys to talk" Sam said as she walked upstairs leaving me and Rose down.
"Hey what's up? What happened?" Rose asked as she tried hugging me but I pulled away quickly, I wanted to wait untill we got back but I couldn't
"Don't touch me, I asked you if you have feelings for her, and what did you tell me? That you don't!" I said as I bursted out in tears making her sit up
"Lisa...." I cut her out
"No look I don't want to argue with you, but after you knew how I felt you went and kissed her after you told me you don't have any feelings for her" I said as I tried to calm my self down
"Lisa I'm sorry I can explain my self" she said as I kept backing away but she grabbed my hand and now both of us were in tears
"Let Go!! I just want to be alone! Let go!" I was praccticly yelling I knew Sam and her family would hear but I didn't care
"Lisa please! I beg you" Rose cried and looked at me
"I told you how I feel about Sam! I told you how it was hard after Yoongi! I asked you do you have feelings for her!!" I yelled as Sam's step dad gathered along with Sam and her mom
"What was I supposed to say? Yes I have feelings for her! I have feelings for her! The moment I met her she made me feel some type of a way!! But I'm confused to why I like her! And it makes me jelous when somone else gets close to her!" she cried as well
"I'm sorry Lisa" she said as we heard Sam's stepdad
"What is that a drama?!" then turned to Sam
"instead of bringing drama here maybe you can help out with finances! I don't want a queer show" he said to Sam as she glared at him
"Say one more mean thing about them I dare you!" Sam yelled as he looked at us and passed Sam praccticly pushing her
"Honey!" Sam's mom hugged her as she sighed and looked at all of us
"I'll give you all a moment" she said
The three of us were sitting there quetly, I finally calmed down after a while.
"I didn't mean to cause any drama" I murmered as Rose quickly grabbed my hand
"No its fine I'm to blame, I should have never kissed Sam" she said as Sam glanced at her
"I'm sorry Lisa please forgive me" she said as I looked at her and before i could say anything Rose looked at Sam
"What happened tonight was a huge mistake tomboy, I should have never acted on the little crush I have, it's best if we stay friends, not even best friends" she said as I looked at Rose surprised at what she said and from the looks of it Sam was as well
"What... Brat..." Sam tried to talk but Rose cut her off
"Don't call me that.... And my friendship with my sister is more important to me" she said sister because we practicly grew up togheter.
"Rose..." Sam tried to speak but she walked upstairs leaving me and Sam alone. I looked at Sam as I tried to comfort her but she pulled away
"Lisa I really feel bad that I may led you on? But I was 100% celar I never felt something more then a friendship twoards you! I'm sorry if I led you on or something but this? This was not cool" she said and walked upstairs.
I ran my hand trough my hair crying again. I walked upstairs and glanced over at Rose, she was Brading her hair but she was also crying. I glanced over towards Sam's room and she was laying in her bed she had a hurt look on her face. I made everything worse.

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