Save me (Yoongi x Jennie)

Chapter 10

Sam's P.O.V
I sighed a bit as I closed the little cabinet door that made me see my reflection in the mirror, I still had a few scars left on my face, I sighed a bit as I dried off my wet hair with the towel around my neck and spotted the scars on my stomach as well, I slowly brushed my fingers trough them. I have been in trouble before but I haven't been to the point where I was brought back to life, I was acting all tough in front of Rose and the others because I didnt want to worry them but I was terrafied.
I quickly got back to drying off my hair as the bathroom door opened
"You know I can tell your still terrafied... And it's okay to be scared Sam" Rose said as I turned to face her
"It passed... I don't want to think about it or talk about it okay?" I asked as she nodded and looked down making me sigh a bit as I grabbed her hand and pulled her in to a hug as she wrapped her arms around my neck
"I'm just trying to help... If you don't talk to me then who will you talk to?" she asked
"Yeah I'm still scared brat... And mostly I'm embarresd and ashamed I managed to get my self in that situation" I said as she shook her head and kissed me gently
"Don't be ashamed" she said as I forced a smiled and nodded, I don't think that she would understand me, I didn't think that anyone would understand me and what I was feeling right now.
"it's getting very late brat, we shuld go to bed" I said as she smiled and nodded
"Put pajamas on... Your too hot without a shirt" she said making me laugh a bit as I nodded. I tried pushing some thoughts away as I walked over to the bed. I sighed as I laid down as I felt Rose cuddling up to me making me wrap my arms around her as i played with her hair
"Sam..." she said making me look at her as she slowly grabbed my chin and kissed me gently
"I got you... I don't want to lose you again okay?" she asked
"You won't lose me brat, I will be fine" I said
"I ment don't fall for anyone else... Cause I wanna be your last" she said making me look at her as i nodded slowly and kissed her hand
"Okay... I promise you, I won't look at anyone else the way I look at you" I said
"I love you" she said and buried her head on my chest
"I love you too" i said as I slowly relaxed a bit, I noticed she fell a sleep so I slowly got out of bed making me cover her up and kissed her head gently.
I slowly got out of bed so I could clear my head a bit. I walked out of the room and walked over to the balcony that was near on that floor. I jumped a bit since I saw Yoongi sitting there making me look at him
"Can't sleep?" I asked as I took a seat next to him, making him nod
"Mhh... I just have a few things on my mind at the moment" he said as I looked at him
"Jennie's pregnancy?" I asked as he nodded his head slowly
"Are you not happy about it?" I asked
"It's not that... My family is fucked up Sam, my father is a pathetic alcoholic... I am only good at beeing a gangster and on top of all of that im a caward... Even tho I act tough." he said
"Aish I get what you mean... But the damage is already done" I said as he looked at his hand making me slowly reach for it
"Hey don't worry, you will make a good father Yoongi.. Your one of the most inspiring man I have met in my life, thanks to you I have couroge for some stuff I know now" I said as he looked at me
"I just don't want to dissapointed Jennie.... She is used to certain life and this one I can offer her now is not the best" he said
He was right... I couldn't offer Rose much of a life ether
"I mean if you can't offer her much of a life you can offer her a lot of love, I know you love her so much and she loves you too, you both will make good parents" I said
"Sam there is this spiritual place I know, right out of town, would you like to go tomorrow? I need to clear my head for a bit and you seem like you have stuff on your mind too" he said making me look at him
"Oi! Don't drag me in to it, but I will join you, I just have nothing on my mind" I said, obviously it was a huge ass lie but I couldn't say that
"Good..." he said
"Maybe we can go back with the whole gang after we are able to get what we want tomorrow" he said making me nod
"Any way... I'm gonna head back to bed Yoongi I'm getting sleepy" I said as I stood up and walked back to my room, I saw Rose was cuddling the pillow, I covered her up and kissed her head as I closed my eyes trying to sleep as well.