Second Life (Book 2 of Psychopath)// Jeonghan ff

3. Gives

Jeonghan's POV

After she went inside, Seokmin looked at me like I did something wrong.

"What happened sir?"- Seokmin asked

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare her"- I said and bowed

"She's fragile sir. I don't know if you're one of those people she kept on talking about but seeing her so fragile when it comes to you, I think you're one of those"- he said and left me more confused.

I hang my head low and decided to leave. I found my way to the park. The park where I first dragged Y/N. Everything flooded through my mind. Her face, her hair, her smiles.

"If having a second life is this cruel, I would gladly accept it as long as I can see you."- I mumbled looking at the swing where Y/N used to sit.

My tears streamed down from my eyes the second time today. I looked at the bracelet Y/N gave me. Yes, I haven't removed it. It's always with me.

"I guess now's not the right time to win you again, is it Y/N?"- I said and looked up in the sky

My tears aren't stopping, guess there's more tears to cry for her.

After 3 hours of just sitting there and crying. I decided to just go back home with the thought of meeting Y/N again the next day.

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Y/N's POV

I stormed towards the door after I realized that I was crying. I went straight to the comfort room and there I cried for who knows the reason. Seeing that guy crying felt like an arrow was pierced in my chest. It hurts me. I sobbed loudly until I heard knocks.

"Y/N? Are you alright? We're worried here"- I heard Mingyu said on the other side of the door

"Yes. I'll come out in a bit."- I said wiping my cheeks harshly.

I blow an air to calm myself and went out. I saw Vernon, Mingyu, and Seokmin leaning against the wall.

"Are you alright?"- Vernon

"Did you cry?"- Seokmin

"Your eyes are all red"-Mingyu

"Yes. I'm alright. Let's get back to work"- I said

"They can handle it. Tell us"- Vernon suddenly uttered

"Tell you what?"- I asked

"Tell us why you cried in front of that mister a while ago"- Seokmin

"It's nothing really."- I said

"Y/N we know your condition. You told us before. What else is there if you tell us now?"- Mingyu

I looked at them trying to construct a vivid reason to escape from their questions. But to no luck, I can't. I sighed and sat on the floor with the three of them following.

"That man. He looked familiar, he sounds familiar and he...he felt familiar"- I started

"He's not just my imagination, he's not just a mere flicker. He's real. At first I thought he's just a product of my imagination but then, everything, everything I see felt so real. Everytime I see some glitch of scenarios, I feel complete. It's like the pieces of the puzzle are slowly going back to it's place whenever I see those memories that I myself don't remember."- I said

The three of them still sitting beside me and listening intently.

"He mentioned something about letters. He said I wrote him letters and in one of those letter, I mentioned second life and finding him again."- I added before looking at them waiting for their comments

"Remember when you left yesterday?"- Mingyu said suddenly

I nodded my head urging him to continue.

"After you left, one of that guy's friend called me. They asked me about you. I thought they're just interested in you since you're the only girl staff in this cafe but the moment I mentioned your real name they were all shocked. It's as if they just heard the most unbelievable news"- Mingyu

"What? W-why?"- I asked confused

"I don't know. All of them reacted the same. Especially Jeonghan, the guy before."- Mingyu continued

"Y/N"- Vernon

I looked and him and asked what.

"Why don't you ask him about the Y/N he's been longing for?"- Vernon

We all stared at Vernon not knowing the logic of what he just proposed.

"I mean, you can't remember a thing other than yourself 2 years ago right? If you really think that you're that Y/N's second life, then maybe they can help you. He can help you"- Vernon

"Personally, I really don't believe reincarnation and second life. But if it is real and your situation is like that, I would agree with Vernon"- Seokmin said

I looked at Mingyu waiting for his opinion but he just shrugged.

"I'm scared"- I confessed

"Scared of what Y/N? Looking at him, at them, I think they're harmless"- Vernon

I looked down not knowing what to say. Of course I want to know but for some reason, I'm scared. What if second life is not real and I'm just one of those 7 completely identical people in the world. I have too many what ifs in mind even I, can't answer.

Even so, if second life is real. I'm scared of knowing what Y/N did on her time to be given a second life through me, if that's even possible.

"Earth to Y/N"- I was suddenly brought back to my senses when I heard Vernon

"You know, it's not like we're forcing you to eventually talk to him. We're just kind off, suggesting. You know you want to know everything about this glitches."- Seokmin

"You're right"- I said in a low voice

"Should I just walk towards him and say, I'm Y/N. I'm Y/N's second life?"- I said hysterically

"Baboon! That's weird"- Mingyu said slightly pushing me

"No seriously Y/N, trust the process? I must say, that guy also wants to talk to you so, take it slow. No need to be agressive what the hell"- Vernon said chuckling

I just nodded my head and stood up.

"Now let's get back to work you lazy heads. You just used me to take a break"- I said and basically pushed the three of them out of the room.

I won't lie about me wanting to know more about Y/N's life. For some reason I think her life was my life too.

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