Continuing the cycles

Away

Brianna

-July 27th 2016-

I walked around the party and ended up on the dance floor everyone crowded around us I looked to Autumn and she was winding on Lucas so I started throwing it back a little bit and I felt someone come behind me

"What you doing here alone" A deep voice said in my ear I continued throwing that ass back and he was catching it

I heard Autumn laugh loudly

I looked back at the boy and stood up straight he grabbed my hand and we started walking up the stairs we walked passed couples kissing people smoking and drinking he held my hand as we walked through all these people

"Hey my name is Corey" He smirked I had a couple drinks before this so I was a little under the influence

He looked at me with his red low eyes I'm guessing he was high

"I'm Brianna" I said lowly and he kissed my lips I kissed back in the heat of the moment he grabbed my neck and stuck his tongue in my mouth

I moaned in his mouth and he pushed me back into the bed holding my waist he kissed my neck and I moaned loudly he took my shirt off

And ran his hands down my body

He I clipped my bra and took one of my breasts into his mouth

"Ahh" I moaned as his sucked my tit

I arched my back as he left passion marks on my stomach

He unbuckled my cargo pants and threw them on the floor he ripped my legs apart

"Stop" I tried to get up

He entered two fingers inside me painfully

"No stop" I tried to moved his hand but he kept going and it hurt I tried to close my legs but he ripped them apart leaving bruises on my inner thighs

"You like that huh slut" He grabbed my thigh roughly digging his nails into my skin

"Stop" I cried as he got rough with my body leaving scratches and bruises everywhere he'd touch he forced his tongue into my mouth biting my lip until it bled

"Corey stop" he picked up the pace leaving intense pain in my vagina I tried to get up but he pushed me back down in the bed climbing on top of me

"I- stop get off me" I winced as tears fell down my face he grabbed my arm and pinned it above my head I fought him off of me he tried to unbuckled his pants but I kicked him in the balls I felt the blood dripping down my leg

"What the hell is wrong with you" I got my clothes and out on and ran to the bathroom

I grabbed toilet paper and wiped the blood from my vagina and winced as I urinated

I threw away my underwear they were soaked with blood I'm a virgin...

I washed my hands and looked at the mascara that ran down my face and tried to keep my composure he could've raped me...

Sobs broke through my chest as I thought about how weak I was to even let him do that to me

Someone opened the door and to my luck it was Autumn

"Bri what happened?" she looked at me as I curled up in a ball on the floor

I shook my head no and she came and comforted me she held me as I cried and she stood up

"Come on let's go" We walked through the crowd and I felt someone snatch my arm back

"You can't tell anyone what happened" Corey pinned my body against the wall my breathing hitched and I just nodded my head and lowered it he smirked

"Good girl" And walked away

"Bri come on I was looking for you" Autumn ran back to me

Lucas walked up to us

"Are you okay?" He looked at me

I looked at him and walked away once we got to Autumns car I kept quiet

"Can you take me home Autumn?" I asked her I was supposed to be spending the night at Autumn's but instead I wanted to go home

"But you're supposed to sleep over tonight" She told me

"Yea I know but my mom needed help tonight with Dylan" My baby brother

"Okay" She took a left entering my neighborhood

"Thank you" I said as we got to my house

"You're welcome call me when you get settled I love you" She told me

"I love you too girl see you later" I faked a smile

I sat up and Autumn gasped I looked down at the seat and it had blood stains

"I-I'm so sorry I must be on my period or something" I lied

"It's okay" she said as she took the cleaning wipes out of her glove compartment I took them from her and cleaned the seat

"I'm so sorry" I repeated

"Girl you're fine it's okay really" she reassured me

I closed the door and walked into my house

I ran upstairs into my bed room and all the tears I held in came out I walked to the bathroom and turned the shower on I stood in the shower watching the blood go down the drain why is there so much blood? I thought to myself I heard a knock on the bathroom door

"Bri?" my mom walked in I looked at her with my red puffy eyes and she looked at me and knew what was going on she walked over to me and hugged me

"I told him to stop mom I told him" I said as I broke down in her arms

"He didn't listen to me" I sobbed

"It's okay baby mommy here" she stormed my curly hair as if I was a child again I cried so hard

"I told him to stop" I continued

"Shhh" come on let's get you cleaned up she looked at the scratches in my thighs and grabbed the loofa and the soap she washed my body and I winced as she washed over the cuts

"I'm sorry" she brushed her finger across my busted lip

"Mom I'm okay" I looked her in the eye but deep down I knew I wasn't okay and I would never be okay...

I just wanna go somewhere far far away...