Dancing in the Burning Sand (Isla Vagues Series #3) (COMPLETED)

Kabanata 27

Kabanata 27:
Cry

I massaged my neck after a long photoshoot. We did it for straight three hours. This is a very long day for me. Alas singko nagsimula at alas otso pasado na. Nangalay ako bahagya sa panay na pagtayo at pagtagilid ng leeg.

"You're really good Kally. Tama pala ang naririnig ko tungkol sayo." bulong sa akin ni Jonas. I smiled on him. I shrugged and we both chuckled. Inalalayan niya akong bumaba sa sasakyan.

Tinanggap ko ang kamay niya. He even hold my waist to assist me on climbing out. We're inside a sports car, the roof was open and the door was close. Tumayo lang ako at naunang tumalon si Jonas bago ako alalayang bumaba.

Jonas is a model too. He's quite gorgeous and he has a good muscular body. His ripped muscles were very visible now under the lights around us. So I couldn't blame some staffs that are drooling over him.

Ilang lalaking modelo na rin ang nakapareha ko sa mga ganitong photoshoot. Noong unang beses bukod doon sa ginawa kong short clip kasama si Zed na ngayon ay sobrang sikat na sikat na ay bumaha ang offers sa akin.

Lalo na nang makapasok ako sa agency. I made a photoshoot with with a guy model in a summer theme.

We made some hot and closed contact photoshoot, since we need to show the intimacy because it will be printed in a national magazine. Noong una naiilang pa ako dahil hindu pa talaga sanay sa ganoon. Mabuti na lang rin at mabait naman iyong lalaki, katulad ni Zed.

It was Marion, who's aside from being a model is an actor. He was know on the country now. Noong nilabas iyong photos namin sa magazine, doon mas lalong nagbloom ang pangalan ko. His fans was intrigued on seeing the photos and become curious about my profile.

Our pictures was all over the social media before. His fans started to dig for my information and it was even trending! Hindi ko pa iyon masyadong napagtuonan ng pansin dati dahil noong mga panahon na iyon... hirap na hirap ako.

Reminiscing all of what happened before make me feel the heavy feelings on my chest again. Hindi na nagbago ang nararamdaman ko.

My father was critical to the hospital before. Abala ako sa pagtratrabaho at pagtanggap noong mga offer sa akin para kumita ng pera para sa kanya.

Akala ko kaagapay ko sila Kuya sa pag-aalaga sa kanya pero parang wala silang pakialam na dalawa. Halos hindi ko na nga sila mahanap.

I tried hard to focus on building my career... even inside I was crumbling down.

I was in a verge of crying. Naipon lahat sa dibdib ko ng mga panahon na iyon pero hindi ko pa rin mailabas.

I was really surprised by Zaiden's sudden left. I was left with the big question in my mind. Bakit siya umalis?

Why did he left me without words?

Hindi naman kami nag-away. Ni hindi kami nagtalo. The last time I saw him, we're very fine. Tapos... ganoon.

Sobra akong naguguluhan. I tried to call and text him but he was out of reach. Lahat ng makakaya ko, ginawa ko na para lang magkaroon ng paraan na makausap siya pero wala pa rin.

Until now, after years I can't still contact or talk to him. He vanish like a bubble without saying anything.

I wanted to ask why he suddenly left me. Gusto kong malaman ang eksplanasyon niya. Paano niya iyon nagawa sa akin? Ramdam ko na mahal niya ako pero bakit biglaang ganoon.

It was like I received an unexpected and sudden blow that I was destroyed so bad.

And the most devastating thing on it, was he left me on the time I needed him the most.