No Love

Michelle

I pick up my phone and call August one more time... straight to voicemail like I expected he's been doing this shit for a week straight now just ignoring my calls this shit Is exactly why I ain't want to be pregnant after a nigga get you pregnant he think he can do any fucking thing and you gotta accept it cuz yall for the kid... but I definitely don't need August to be there and I won't beg him to be with me or be there for my baby...

"Ms.Reeves" my head shots up to the nurse I grab my bag and head over towards her

"Your ms.reeves?" I simply nod my head as she walks towards the back she gets me situated tells me my doctor will be in soon then walks out... of course me being nosey me I get up and start to touch all the doctors shit

"Still the same Michelle" I hear the door close

"Of course dr.robinson... can I take these?" I hold up the box of gloves and before she can answer i stuffed them in my purse before she could respond

"MiMi I don't even know why you ask anymore" she laughs and washes her hands I finish taking what I need then I spin around hugged her and climbed on the table

"Soo how's my baby doing I've missed you so much you don't even come to see me after I delivered you out your momas coco and you just act like im a random doctor only coming to me when you need something I feel unloved" she pouts out her lips and I begin to laugh

"Come here you know I love you" she wraps her arms around my neck and kiss my forehead

"So what brings you in today. you lost you birth control again huh?"

"Well yea.. but I lost it like 2 months ago" I start to fidget with my fingers why am I so nervous to tell her

"I think we should go ahead with the shot chica"

"Yea me too.. after.i.have.my.baby." I try and get the last part all in one breath...

My eyes finally meet hers her mouth is formed in a "o" shape and she lets out a loud screech

"Omg nicki your gunna be a grandma Travis I know your so mad" she jumps up and down as she relays the message to my deceased parents as if they didn't already know I'm pregnant

"Wait.. why don't you look happy?" She asks

"I'm not ready tete idk ho-" she cuts me off

"I don't want to here that... you knew what you was doing when you was having sex you knew the consequences so I don't want hear that MiMi you keeping this baby and you gonna take care of this baby ok" I nod my head

If this was anybody else I wouldn't be taking this shit but she was my moms best friend at first she just worked for my dad as one of his nurse just patching up niggas when they got shot.. over the years her and my mom got a close bond and became friends of course my mom got pregnant when she went into labor it was to late to go to the hospital Carla delivered me then went back to school to become an ob/gyn and here we are

"And where Is this nigga who got you pregnant why is my baby here alone better yet why ain't you told me you got a man?!" She yells at me as she playfully hits my legs

"Stop tete... but his name is August"

"Oh August? Is he fine girl?"

"Oh gosh he's blessed in so many ways" a smile spreads across my face as I think about his touch

"Omg you in love huh?" She sits in her chair and pays close attention waiting my answer

"Yes very much"

"Omg! Is it love like in pre k when that little boy kept pulling your hair or love like when you was in high school?" I mug her ass bringing up my past

"No tete I love him like I never loved before"

"So why isn't he here?"

"We've been arguing"

"About?" She asks

"Bullshit honestly"

"Does he know your pregnant?"

"Actually he told me I was"

"So does he want the baby?"

"Yes August loves kids he actually has a daughter she dances at my studio"

"So what's the problem?" She ask while looking puzzled

"Idk"

"Well you better figure it out I don't want you stressing and just know with or without August your gunna be ok.... ehhh I just can't believe my babies growing up"

30 minutes later

I'm finally leaving after getting all the prenatal vitamins all this information it's overwhelming but my tetes right no matter what me and my baby gonna be good after grabbing some food i head over to my studio I see August sitting in his car as much as I want to talk to him I gotta focus on my girls right now