No Love

August

"Hello?" I groan into the phone while wiping the sleep out my eyes

"August Kenzie's in labor where are you?!" I hear Michelle yell into my ear. I instantly jump up pushin this broad off of me and searchin around ha bed for my clothes

"August?"

"Yea I heard you im on my way how far dilated is she?" I ask

"Last time the doc-"

"Babby come back to bed" Kayla whines

"Aug- never mind just get here" Michelle then hangs up the phone before I can respond

I don't see why she mad when I packed up my shit that meant I was done not a break im completely done. I love MiMi wit all my heart but I be damned before I sit around and watch ha self destruct. after findin my timbs wit a condom hangin outta it i made my way towards tha doo I can hea ha followin afta me

"Oh so what you don't hear me now! You think you can just come over here and fuck me then leave?!! Aug-"

"Man stfu go take Yo ass a bath or some then" I say back finally reachin the door

"Well are you gonna come back?" I hea ha yell out the door as I start up my car and speed off when bitches gone learn dat just cuz a nigga fuck you good that don't mean he luh you

Anyways afta scoopin up Arian from ha Mommas house i sped all the way to the hospital not wantin to not be able to support kenzie through this. we rushed into the hospital and up to ha room... it was hectic kenzie was up hea yellin at the top of ha longs while both Joshua and Michelle tried to comfort ha Arian instantly went to help while I was stuck in a daze. I was took back to see Michelle up and dressed hair done all that I mean don't get me wrong my lil baybe look good all the time but any nigga love when they get up and pamper herself. wait she ain't my girl no more anyway afta snappin outta of it I walked ova to Kenzie's side bendin down to kiss ha forehead

"What's wrong lil mamas?" I ask

"I- it hur-hurts" she throws ha head back onto the bed and starts to ball harder

"They ain't give ha no epidural" I ask turnin towards MiMi

"She's too young without the baby she's only like 95 pounds"

I stand next to my lil baybe while she squeeze my hand strong arm ass!

"Just breathe mama you almost done aight" I rub ha side rememberin what tha doctor taught me durin rains pregnancy

She nods ha head yes as she begins to breath

"I love you dad" she looks up to me wit a faint smile that shit warmed a nigga heart Cuz as much as she always say you like the dad i neva had she neva called me it

Couple hours later

Peyton Arian Alsina was born. I was gone cut the umbilical cord but kenzie and Joshua insisted that he did it since he gone be recognize as the babies dad. man I luh the shit outta my lil cousin for doing that Cuz I know grown niggas that wouldn't step up to the plate as a man and be there for tha baby. afta the nurse cleaned the baby off she wrapped her up and handed ha to kenzie. who looked scared as shit, man I know the feelin shit it's like you ain't ready for that baby but you ain't got no choice afta Joshua held ha Arian made sho she was next

"Auntie loves you soo soo so much" her and kenzie both start gigglin. my cute ass daughtas

"Dad you wanna hold you grand baby?" Kenzie laughs

"Man chill on that grandpa shit a nigga too fine fo all dat" I say causin them all too laugh I lay ha lil chubby self in my arms

"Wazzaammm lil mama" ha eyes start to widen as I drag out my words I chuckle a little then kiss ha forehead

That's when it finally hit me MiMi hadn't held ha and honestly I ain't know where she was at. i spun around the room spottin ha in the corner starin into space I guess kenzie notice too

"Mom you wanna hold her?" Her head snaps up as she smiles at kenzie

"I- Uh- no I don't want to ruin it" she says droppin ha head back i walk towards ha wit a now sleepin Peyton in my arms

I start to hand ha the baby

"Aug-"

"MiMi take ha!" I sternly say she grabs ha and instantly starts to bawl

"She's so beautiful kenzie" she manages to get out before she attack her little lips with kisses. man let this be the break through we need