the tutor// tommyinnitxreader

chapter 10: staring

....i really need to speak to y/n.....
  Tommy's continued:
    I sat in my gaming chair, phone in the palm of my right hand and my left hand resting across my forehead. Staring down at the phone i didn't know what to type... "Hey." i typed, no that's dumb i thought as i deleted that, what about "i'm really sorry..."

No that won't work i mean it would but i just don't know, hmm how's "sorry i-" but the phone corrected it to "sorry ig". Right as i went to delete the message my thumb hit send. shit shit shit shit shit SHIT.

_______________Y/n_______________
Me:
sorry ig.

  I sound like the biggest dick, "sorry ig". Sorry ig that i fucking made you cry and embarrassed you in front of thousands of people when you were trying to be nice, literally she's gonna hate me now. I need to figure out how to make it so she can't see it, she's gonna see it there is no point. But she doesn't know it's my number though so it could be anyone!

  Shit i'll just respond to stuff on twitter... i can handle that at the moment. Or i'll at least try to handle it and respond.... can't be that hard! right ?

User13 @theuser13:
What the hell just happened on that stream huh? #whatjusthappened
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     — user1 @heyuser1:  I think tommy and that girl got in a huge fight, i hope she's okay?
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          — user15 @justuser15: do you think that could be his girlfriend ? that's why he's mad she came onto the screen because she was a secret???
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             — user02 @loluser02: if it's his girlfriend, she doesn't deserve him she fucked up, she looks ugly anyways.
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               — user44 @theuser44: um if it is his girlfriend or anything, don't shame her she clearly didn't know. We don't know what happened plus they're both minors leave them alone.
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                  — user02 @loluser02: aw did he pick you yet? bc he isn't gonna so shut up.
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                       — Tommy @tommyinnit: user44 is right please she isn't my girlfriend and just because she was on my stream do not try and send hate to her.

   Scrolling through all of the tweets under the hashtag made me feel 10x worse, not only was she already upset but if she saw that this many people where attacking her and blaming her for everything. I can't believe this i'm the biggest dick. I can't do this i need to sleep, hopefully it was all just some fever dream.

Y/n's pov:
   I woke up to my phone buzzing, it was a Friday at 5:27 am . Ugh i need to get ready, i really don't wanna go today. I don't want to have to deal with Tom and not have Aaron there. This is gonna be hell.

  Dragging myself out of bed i brushed my hair and teeth then threw my uniform on before heading downstairs. "Good morn-" i went to say but was cut off by a nasty glare from my mother who was on a conference call, great another reason for my great day. Grabbing my bag and placing it onto my back, i opened the front door and walked out. I'll take the bus today. 

   Standing there in the crisp air it nipped at my exposed legs. The sound of my leather dock Martins rubbing up and down against eachother as i awkwardly stood there trying to warm my body up. Waiting for the bus to finally pull up as someone stood behind me their hot breath on the back of my neck, when the bus pulled up i rushed on creeped out by the person behind me. They were way to close, making me a tad uncomfortable.

Siting silently in back, i placed my AirPods into my ears and let the music shuffle. Apricot Princess by Rex Orange County filled my ears as i hummed along to the melody. This was one of the best songs i had ever listened too, it reminded me of the memories of my brother and I chasing each other around as the beat of the music echoed around us.

While listening i felt a burning sensation of eyes on me as i sat there, discreetly looking up i peered around the bus to try and notice who was staring, three teenage boys. Oh come on another great thing to add onto my day. Ignoring them i got off the bus at the next stop and began to walk to the school.

  As i walked i could hear footsteps getting louder behind me, like multiple people were there. It was an early weekday morning so brushing it off i just assumed it was people going to work or fellow kids going to my school. Nothing to worry about...? While walking my phone wouldn't stop buzzing again, it hadn't stopped since this morning. Opening the phone, a text filled the screen.

___________unknown number_________
                                2:17 am
(***)-***-****
sorry ig.
                               6:34 am
Me:
um what ?
who is this??

  Probably just a wrong number. My feet shuffled along the cement as I continued to read through my notifications, a bunch of snapchat's some texts from old friends and some instagram notifications. Nothing out of the ordinary. Making one final turn i ended up at the front of my school. It truly was a beautiful building.

  "Hey y/n!!!" a small voice called, quickly turning as i pulled my airpods out. my gaze landed on a smiling Nora and joey, before i could even respond Nora embraced me with one of her hugs. Joey slowly walking up behind her, "good morning to you too Nora." i giggled to her as my arms wrapped around her as well.

"See it's weird because we just met the other day and i feel like i've known you for years!!" she rambled on stepping away from my arms. "You'll get used to her rambling trust me." Joey warned as he stepped closer while smiling. I just returned the smile to him before the three of us turned to walk inside the building, maybe today won't be that bad?

As we walked through the sea of other students who were eager to get through the next hours. Lucky the feeling between them and myself was mutual. "Okay so we will see you later, we'll scarlet and i will joey is in your next to classes actually!" Nora had rambled on like before. "Well we will see you guys later!" joey told the two girls before yanking my arm away from them. "ow you ass!" i yelped as removing my arm from joeys embrace.

"sorry y/n, i had to get away from them they wouldn't shut up, way to early for this." he apologized while opening the do yo our class. "Madam?" he laughed while pointing into the class, a soft laugh left my mouth as i walked in. My face immediately dropping as my gaze met Tom's. I never realized we shared this class together... Aaron never mentioned it.

"You okay?" joey questioned as he pulled me into the desk next to him, "yeah- um no not actually" i responded. He gave me a look, a look that caused me to fold and rant everything to him. How could some boy i just met have this trick on me...? Snapping out of it i was brought into a hug by joey, "i'm so sorry y/n" he whispered. I could feel the hot sensation of eyes burning into me, quickly releasing from Joey and turning to see who was staring. Tom, matter of fact he was walking over to the two of us...

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a/n hey bbys so sorry this took long to write, btw please leave comments for ideas for the next chapter or chapters mwah<3