There's a side of me that won't leave
and he's taking up too much room
so I sleep uncomfortably
and cry amounts which don't seem to feed him enough
and he's so demanding
so needy.
He's on my back 24/7
shoulder discomfort
back pains
neck strains
injuries embody ageing at such a young age
I can't think to imagine living 24/7.
He just drains and controls me
abuses his inevitable authority
he just takes the wheel
and crashes me into a solid stone wall.
He singlehandedly moulds me into his car crash -
a big fucking wreck.
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Bethany Louise Rose
2015
