Ashton's P.O.V
Luke is the best person on Earth I swear. We had a blast, we ended up playing 45 questions because we're rebels.
But, all good things end in my life.
The second I walk into my house I smell beer. I know my mom doesn't drink so this confuses me.
I slowly make my way to the kitchen to see empty beer bottles everywhere and my mom and some guy standing in the center.
"Assshhhtttooonnn! Meet my new boyfriend!!!" My mom is drunk. What's going on?! The man turns to me obviously drunk to.
He has an unshaved beard, a lot of muscle, and tattoos under his shirt sleeve t shirt. "Heeey..." He drags out. My mom giggles taking another swig from a bottle. "Why don't you guys go upstairs and-and bond." She states with a hiccup.
I tense, I do not want to 'bond' with my moms drunk boyfriend. But just my luck, he roughly grabs me by the arm and drags me upstairs to my room. He shoves me against the wall and sneers, "Listen close bitch, your mom is mine and you can't take her away from me. If you even look her in the damn eyes I will kill you got it!?"
He shoves me harder into the wall making me wince.
Since I didn't answer he punches me right in the stomach. "Do you understand me?!" I wince again eagerly nodding.
With one last smack he stumbles out of my room. Shaking I scoot up against the wall and sob my heart out.
Just great, my mom suddenly has an abusive boyfriend who threatened to freaking kill me if I even look at my own mom. How awesome is that?!
Out of anger I turn around and punch the wall. Why is my life so awful?! "Ashton shut up!!" My mom yells, my MOM yelled. She's never yelled at me! GAAH!!
I yank at my hair breathing heavily. I look up at my dresser to see that familiar piece of medal. Scrambling to my feet, I scurry to my dresser.
Just one cut, just one cut.
I yank off my sweater and eagerly swipe at my scarred wrists. Instead of one cut, I swipe everywhere. Blood gushes out of my arms as the tears poor out of my eyes.
Just one freaking day, is all I ask. I just want one day with absolutely no pain, no feeling, no nothing.
But it's all part of the freaking routine.
Another day, another cut.
A/N Did I update soon enough? ;) I was going to update earlier but I got lazy and yeah. But hey two updates in one day! I'm on a roll!!
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