"Don't Worry I'm Used To It" Lashton (complete)

~Epilogue~

Luke knew he wouldn't last long without Ashton.

He was so used to seeing Ashton everyday and making the boy smile.

But now he's just bored.

Luke stayed in his room for two weeks straight, without eating or anything.

Liz would try to get him out of his room but she eventually gave up.

Everybody tried to get him out of his room. But everyone failed.

The only time he actually left his room was to go to Ashton's funeral.

Even then he didn't want to go.

Luke didn't want to see the love of his life laying lifeless in a coffin.

Luke's tired of being alone.

On the day it hit one month of Ashton's death, Luke planned something.

At exactly one am while everyone was sleeping, Luke left the house.

He hopped in his car and drove to the place he hasn't been to in a while.

The cemetery.

He felt really bad for not going to see Ashton as much as others did.

But he just couldn't handle it.

Luke slammed the car door shut then made his way down the grass.

His eyes fill with tears as he gets closer to Ashton's grave.

Tears slip out of his eyes as he looks at the grey tomb:

Ashton Fletcher Irwin

July 7th, 1994

To

June 15th, 2015

Loving boyfriend

Luke lets out a sob as he slowly sits down in front of the tomb.

"H-hi Ash." He stutters placing his hand on his tomb.

"I-I miss you so much. You have no idea." Luke lets out another sob then sucks in a breath.

"I want to see you again. I ant stand living knowing that you're actually gone. Michael and Calum say they miss you to, but I miss you the most."

Luke pulls out a shockingly still perfect rose he picked out and places it in front of the tomb.

"I love you Ash, so fücking much. I can't love anyone else but you." Luke meant every word he said.

"I can't wait to see you again tonight. I'll be reunited with you." Luke bit back a sob as he placed his hand on the tomb and kissed it.

"I love you Ash. See you tonight."

Luke left the cemetery and drove to Calums house.

He parked outside the house and neatly placed his note for Calum and Michael on the passenger seat then got out.

He placed the keys on the drivers seat hoping Calum would keep it.

Calum had been complaining for the past month for a car, so Luke decided to leave it for him.

The gravel crunched underneath Luke's converse as he made his way down the road.

A train is scheduled to pass at 2:15 am, and it's already 2 am.

Luke sighed as he saw the train tracks.

It's now or never.

He shakily steps onto one of the tracks and slowly lays down.

Luke can hear the train coming closer as the time ticked.

"I love you Ash! I'll see you later!"

And with that said, the train hit.

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"Lukey?" Luke turned to see Ashton in a all white clothing with his adorable glasses.

"Ash?" Ashton nods and both of them instantly run to each other.

They embrace each other in the most emotional hug then share a kiss.

"I'm never going to lose you again." Luke mutters with tears of joy streaming down his face.

Ashton smiles nuzzling his head into Luke's chest.

"I love you Lukey."

"I love you to Ash."

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