"Don't Worry I'm Used To It" Lashton (complete)

Chapter 18~ Dont Even Bother

Okay, so I'm gonna do where they seem like they're talking to someone But they're actually not. It's like third person/first. Kinda different.

ASHTONS POV

So, it's been two days without contacting Luke.... Life sucks...

Joe decided to be a complete bit'ch and throw my phone against the wall. The only way I'd be able to contact him would be by going to school.

But obviously I could give less of a crap about it...

Ever since Michael, well you know... School hasn't been the best place. More bullying, less happiness.

You could say I dropped out, so yeah.

Joe gave me yet another beating yesterday.... My body hurts like hell.

And guess what? I'm back to the routine... And I don't care how much it hurts. I deserve this.

Currently, Joe is banging on my locked room door. I was actually smart, and locked my door this time.

"BOY OPEN THIS DAMN DOOR." I've learned to just tune him out. Turns out, my mom and Joe are engaged.

They're always drunk, so I'm glad Lauren and Harry are safe at my aunts house. I was considering moving there myself, but I can barely even leave my room. Plus, they nailed my window shut. Aren't they wonderful?

My arm is once again covered with fresh scars. New ones are being made as I think.

Maybe I'll cut a vein? On "accident."

LUKES POV

I've called Ashton I don't know how many times. He won't answer, and it's really worrying me...

School has been crap without him.

I'm really considering dropping out.

Seems like Calum and Michael are no longer on speaking terms... Calum won't even look at Michael.

Sometimes the kiwi boy and I talk, but not to much. Mainly because he was part of the bullying to Ashton.

I don't even bother to look at Michael either. You kidding me? Why would I after what he did to Ash?

I can't stand him anymore.

"Luke! Wait up!" I was just about to walk out, but Calum's voice stopped me. I turned to see Calum running toward me, with Michael close behind.

Calum gasped for breath when he made it to my side. Michael doing the same.

"What?" I asked rather bitterly. Calum motioned to Michael with a grimace. "This jerk wants to apologize." I scoffed turning to walk away. "Don't even bother, I won't listen."

I started to walk away, but with force Michael shoved me against the side of the school wall. I gasped as he put his fist up about to punch me.

But he didn't.

Slowly, he put his fist down and released his hold on me. "I know you're not going to listen, but I really am sorry." I rolled my eyes, "You're right, I'm not going to listen. Not after what you did."

He went to speak, but I just walked away.

If I would've stayed, I would've known sooner about what happened to Ash.

Now I'm slowly breaking.

But how did he find out before me?

A/N SUSPENSE

No question today, but hey I updated two days in a row. Love you guys!!